Well here I am again. By myself. Not to happy at the moment. I want Michelle here ofcourse. She not here because she went with them again. The situation starts in the morning.

It's 7 Am and I get a phone call. It's Michelle. She told me to get ready because they are on the way. So I do. They actually show up with her. We are happy to see each other. *goes w.o saying right* We then drive off to San Francisco.

The reason we were going to frisco is because we were suppose to go and have fun. Well, that happened and not. At first, we drove right past frisco and to Palo Alto. There, they eat at some fancy dance asain place while the dad spots me a $20. Since I don't like their food in the first place, I walk to some burger joint called taxi. I walk around the place and go to that restuarant they're at. It seems her dad knows the waiter there. That's why we went there. We then find out Stanford is there. They want to see. It seems this family is obessed with universities. When we drove past UC Davis and UC Berkley on the way, they were like in awe. *just a stinkin college* We try to find Stanford while at palo alto but we get no closer than the football stadium. We then leave there.

We head back to frisco and head to the Golden Gate Bridge. It's foggy there at first and we walk on the bridge and take quite a few pics. We then take a long hike to Fort Point or something. We take a pic at the dock and have San Francisco as the backdrop. Cute pics, I piggyback her on one, another we're touching noses. If I get them I'll post. So then the fog clears all the way up. We snap a pic of us with the Golden gate as a backdrop. THings seem ok. I'm trying to click with everyone and it seems to be working. So we head to Chinatown. After searching for awhile, we find. Look for parking for like 40 mins and then walk around. They eat at one place and I grap a pizza slice. Things then take a sour turn.

They're eating at the restuarant and they start talking about how I'm gonna support Michelle. *here we go i'm thinking* They are stubborn. They say what they believe and just about ignore what i'm saying. While all this is happening, Michelle is barely saying anything. I look at her for support and nothing. EVEN her sisters were like, "are you gonna say something?!" She just does basic replying, no talking, explaining that she is happy with me and well taken care of. To them, they feel that since I'm poor, I shouldn't be with her till I can pay for her. I can, it's hard but I can somewhat. They are just frustrated because we hit them up to pay for books twice. That's my opinion. They also miss her. The thing is, they don't care for her. They love her but not care. A difference. They want what's best for her, but what they think is best, not her. They don't take her in consideration. They lecture, not talk to her. Just just don't understand. To them, they believe that happiness is a nice house, money, comfortable living. While I'll agree those are components, they're not everything. Especially to Michelle.

So we are driving back. More conversation stuff. Mainly with her brother. He is smart *no wonder he got to UC Santa Barbara* the thing is that he don't have people smarts or genuine care. I may have a couple of emotional thingys that go on with me from time to time, but when in the heat of battle, I understand all perspectives. I know the situation. The motives. How to influence. If I were them, I would know how to get Michelle back. She is with me for a reason. Until they truly acknowledge that and find a way to either support her or try to really help her with critizism, they can point out all the negatives about my life as they want and it wont affect her one bit. ANyways, back to what happened.

We get to my place and it's a repeat of last night. Michelle is afraid to stand up to them. THey tell her that if she don't stay with her in the motel with them that she don't love them. She didn't want to go but it's like she was obligated to. Still, I was mad at the moment. I'm taking a crap load of heat and using all my patience to make things work out while she seems to want to sit on the sidelines and wait for this to finish. She eventually left. Came in my house and nearly immediately arguments. *welcome home tino* After nearly fight Lorenzo, I went in my room. I did this entry because I need someone or something to let all this out. Logically I don't, but emotionaly yeah. I wish my good friends were online, but thier not. Only a few people are genuinely interested in helping me and are not trying to talk about themselves. I'm always the ear. Every time I try to talk i get cut off. Even from alex. He's a guy though, I expect that. I tryed to talk to him last night but he put up this boundry. He wanted to know what happened, but then wanted to play bones. ANYways, I'll prob be invisible online for a while, see if a few people show up. Stupid Michelle, call me from the motel! Err That is all.

Kaliko, yeah, your right, just a lil anxious and stuff.