Well, today was a day of revelations. It all started after I got out of all my classes. I'm ready to go eat lunch. So is Candace and Donald. We all walk towards McDonald's. We eventually arrive there and order our stuff. Actually, just me and Candace. Donald says he's not hungry and just watches. While he watches, I offer him some food, he declines. Candace eventually tells me to give him some money. I do. *even though I don't really have money to be giving out, I felt sorry for him* He declines and just sits there. Me and Candace are giving each other looks as we finish our meal.

We walk back on campus and just hang out for awhile. Then Candace says out of nowhere, "Donald, I know you like me" Donald mumbles incoherantly. She asks him straight up. Donald then mumbles i like you do. *i'm thinking, why is he mumbling* She didn't even hear him. Subject changes. She eventually goes to the bathroom. He asks if I told her. I say no. I then ask him why he didn't say that he likes her when he had the chance. He said, "if i get the chance again, I'll ask her" So she comes back. I can tell he isn't gonna ask her while I"m there. So I go to the bathroom.

I come back and he walks up to me and says, "I told her and asked her out. She told me she isn't ready for a realtionship and she don't like me like that" I then feel bad for him but go and sit down. *we're outside* Jeff's youth group friend Steve then walks by. Needs some help with registration and stuff. So I go and help him. I come back after that to find Eliza is there sitting down.

She is talking to Candace. I hear Candace saying, "I'm so sick of all this drama and stress" Eliza then retorts," Yeah right, your a drama queen" Candace is all defensive after that. Eliza then leaves. Candace then tells me how much she don't like her and how she thinks Eliza is jealous of her. *uh huh, yeah right* Eventually I go home.

Here at home I check my email and lo and behold, I got an email from Ayumi. She likes me. I don't like her. The set of emails goes as follows:
Hey tino,

Hi well,tino um i got a confession to make to yu and i hope yu will think about this k.but I like yu alot and i know that danille is trying to hook u up with her freind but i just wanted to tell yu know.So i mean i like yu okay and so i'm hoping yu feel the same way..well, um i gotta go now..just to let yu know i'm not doing this to make ramrio jealous okay and i'm not on the rebound either k...so just let yu know that k,

well, hey i gotta go now okay..bye..

I reply,
Where to start. Hmmmm. Well I"m flattered that you like me. Thing is Ayumi, You have alot of stress in your life. From your family, your friends, school, and Romero. I don't want to have to deal with that. I got my own stress and getting with someone with more stress is just too much for me. What I'm looking for is someone who is always happy and has got most of thier stress out thier lives. Also, you don't seem that religous. I'm looking for a girl that is trying to get closer to God. Finally, trying to find someone that has a similar major and goals in life. So bascially what I'm saying is that we make good friends but from the boyfriend/girlfriend perspective, I don't think it'd work out. Take care and try not to worry so much.

She then replies,
hi tino,

look i'm not under any more stress okay and um also i got to church to...okay and um i mean can't we just give it a shot...i got out all my stress okay i'm not going through anymore shit okay...but please reconsider tino..and like i said i'm not doing this to getr back at ramiro...okay...so hope yu understand k...and also i hope yu will reconsider okay

I then reply again,
Even though you say you are not under anymore stress, I know otherwise. You are ok for the moment, then one thing happens and boom, your stressed. I've seen how you deal with your problems. You get very angry or very sad. I can't deal with those emotions. Also, I hear you hit your boyfriends, that is something I couldn't put up with. As for you going to church, I know you go, your dad takes you. I remember. Thing is, you don't live the life of a christian. You just go to church becauseyou are dragged there. So as it is right now, I think friends is best for both of us, because if we got together, I'd try to make you into something your not and you'd resent that. Trust me, you would.

She replies once more with,
okay first of all i don't hit my bfs k...they hit me...okay...so i don't know who told yu i hit my bfs....whoever told yu there lieing to yu...cause i don't hit my bfs..okay and also ramrio and i we play around for fun....so whoever told yu this there lieing to yu.so yu better talk to whoever told yu this..cause what yur telling me is bullshit about me hitting my bfs okay...so they better get there story straight.cause there lieing..and if yu want to belive them go ahead okay...

THat is how it stands of now. I tryed to be as polite as I could I think. I could've done better. Most of that is reason I don't date her. Small part is her looks. Though if if she was Jenifer Lopez, I still wouldn't date her with the personality she has. Anyways, that is all. ~END~