Since I last wrote, a lot has happened. Well, a lot ALWAYS happens, but sometimes its not that interesting. Me and Michelle have went from nearly really divorcing to getting along exceptionally well. The juicy details are locked up in a private entry. I just figured that the matters were very personal and that if someone were really close to me, they would’ve known the situation. Moreover, I’ve been more guarded about putting private information that could be easily found and used against me. So yea…. Let me just give to you succinctly and say that Michelle didn’t feel I was doing enough for the relationship and had residual feelings about me losing the laptop and me not being as forthcoming about all my issues.
In addition, the week was very stressful as it is finals week around here and had to do a 16 page paper took from Saturday to Tuesday and have 2 finals on the same day. Also had a final today. Still have moments where I get upset that I lost the laptop. So much stuff was there…

I won’t be taking Spring quarter like I previously thought. Michelle wants me to take it off so we can spend it with the baby. It should be fun. I wouldn’t have school again to September. Michelle has leave to June 10th. Then the school she works for gets out on the 12th. I doubt they even need her there for those last 2 days. Then, she will also have the summer off as the school would be closed. So we’d have time for the baby till early September. Me and michelle are starting to look forward to the arrival of the baby. I mean honestly, I hadn’t started looking forward to him till about a couple weeks ago. I don’t think he’s gonna be that much of a burden afterall. It’ll be fun I think. Yeah, he’ll probably cry a lot the first couple of months as he has our temperaments, but it’ll be a nice change of pace. April we’ll start shopping. It’s probably gonna be expensive, from what I hear, but we should be ok. I don’t think no one will jump in and throw a baby shower or anything. We’re not close to anyone really. I mean that in a very literal sense. Doing this whole work-school-relationship thing has not allowed for time to form any bridges. i know I could if we had more time, but now a baby is on the way and that could only mean even less time. It doesn't help that all I like to talk about are very intellectual things. I really don't take part in insults/gossiping on other people, which many people seem to enjoy. Not that I'm 'better' or anything than those that do, just I like to talk about why we're here. And then when religion comes up, I do an excellent job of questioning it, which I think others don't really appreciate. Just, I'm really interested in knowing why life is and challenging assumptions. Even with all that, I take a pretty pessimistic view. That view is starting to soften as I believe that expecting negative or positive isn't logical. Things will just happen. Hopefully they will be good, but our inferences are just chance estimates colored by our previous experience.

On the bright side, I am doing well in school. if I could get an A in my Animal cognition, I might be able to pull straigt A's for the first time ever and i did so well in Cognitive Neuroscience that I think I will get an A+ if he decides to hand it out. We'll know soon....

Besides all that...I'm just here. Starting to play the lotto and think of ways to get rich. Me and Michelle think this working half of our lives crap just ain't worth it. Life is too short for that. Money doesn't buy happiness, but is sure does reduce stress. Oh how i'd love a beach front home in Hawaii. I'd be great to see the world, before i lose that chance forever. I'd like to help in a limited sense. I think I have enough of a psychological background to determine who isn't trying hard enough and who just hasn't been provided the right oppurtunites. GTG