Wow, things are really turning ugly in my life in a hurry. If I believed in karma, I'd say I have bad karma. If I believed in luck, ditto. First it starts out with Michelle. The day starts like yesterday did. Nice calm begining. Then, after she showered, she started to panic about getting magazine paper for her project. She wanted to go to Xpedx. It's a place referred by kinkos. So I told her, call first. She did, they didn't answer. So, I said, maybe tomorrow, if they answer. But that wasn't good enough for her. She had to go today. When I found out it was in the industrial area of town, I said NO. She freaks out. She looks online for other places and then is frustrated. So mad, she starts to cry on the pillow. I look for some places but nothing turns up. She then insists we go to Xpedx. I refuse. Eventually, I'm hungry. She says she don't care and I have to go to the supermarket alone. I get my stuff and then I tell her, "I'm starting to really not love you. I want to break up with you" So after a min, she hugs me and apologizes and begins to be all nice. I accept simply because I don't want any more drama.

An hour goes by and things seem to be finishing off well. Even though my mom was playing loud music all day and arguing with Lorenzo, it seemed ok when they quieted off. So, I go out into the living room at 9:57 PM and want to get the phone. I see them sqirming around. Ewww gross, they were doin it. Then, they are mad at me?! They ask why didn't I knock and are both yelling at me. So I shut my door and try to ignore. My mom then bursts into my room and starts yelling at me saying, "HOW would you like if I came in while you were F***ing!" Well, I do it in my room during late hours and wouldn't do it if i was in the living room. Granted, the way its set, my mom's room is the living room, but usually she lays with my lil sister in her room. I could maybe understand if its late, like midnight. But it was bearly turning 10. So anyways, there is huge arguments and they both want us out. I want to move too. I'm tired of this crap. I was hoping for a job first. I don't want to go broke cuz I'm not sure what'd I'd do in that case cuz I have 0 family to fall back on. Michelle ofcourse is safe, her family is dying to take her back. Though they hate me and that isn't an option for me.

Not only that but our relationship is falling apart. She is being more spoiled and inconsiderate by the day. She makes it up towards the end, but I feel she is only making ok in her own best interest. I no longer feel she is doing many things for the love of me. I hate typing this cuz the consequences, but i'm trying not to lie and be honest on here. Anyways, she is sad cuz her sister is dissing her. I got to talk to her. Later.