Mon Feb 11 2002 - An Admirer
An Admirer
Dear Diary,

Today I showed up on campus VERY late. Reason, stayed on the video games late. *gee i need to grow up* So I miss Spanish class but have time to get to my speech class. Was more about self-concept and stuff. VEry interesting. I eventually get out of class to hang out.

As I'm hanging out, Jeff pulls out this paper. He says it will flatter me. I look. He did a report on me. *slight uneasy feel* Nothing deep, just how he admires the way I'm so independant and how I'm the kind of person he aspires to be like. *I'm thinking, he really don't wanna be like me, if so, he must need some serious pills* Anyways, he shows some in group, he gets funny looks. *very bold* After that, we hang out outside, then he goes to class. I'm done, so I call home for ride from lil bro's dad. *he had came over and promised me ride, had VERY important endocrinologist appointment* Found out he left hurt at lil bro, apparently, lil bro didn't want to play football with him. *whatever* I was mad rest of day cause I missed appointment. I had to reschedule for early April. GRRRRRR

I eventually make it home. Do some studying then again on video games. *geez I'm hooked, should be hooked on stuff like bible, but no, I'm stuck on computer generateded images* Later, I find that Jeff has called. Apprantly, terrorist threats against state legislators. Why he care? His mom is a lobbyist. His sister also works in state capital building. So we talk. I comfort him and stuff. After that, we somehow get on the subject of me.

He says he knows all about me. I tell him no. Goes back and forth. Long story short, told him stuff that I haven't even discussed here on my diary. Like what? Not telling. Not yet. Something I don't feel comfortable discussing because I like my image and this would modify it a bit. Not necessarily negative, just would make me different. *no, I'm not gay either, so don't put some dumb comment like that* Something else. Anyways, I'll think about writing it, if I do, thank Nicole, she got me thinking about writing entry about it. If so, would be called something like, DARK SECRETS REVEALED. Maybe tomorrow, maybe a year from now. maybe never. Who's to know but me.

To melange, I enjoy stuff like html, don't mind helping when I can. To honey, thanks for always being here. Also, your comment was nice. :) TO anyone else, have a nice day.

Comments (6)

ShadowRose (Legacy)
When I was your age, I found reading the Bible rather boring. To just sit down and read it, I still find that rather boring. What I enjoy is a Bible study -- the more indepth the better, and I enjoy doing it with friends. What really got me excited about Bible study was when I did an Independent Study of the Bible in college. I was working on putting together a lesson series on women in the Bible and how they compared (or fell short) of the Virtuous Woman in Proverbs 31. Fantastic! You might try a study on people who had illnesses, physical problems or dysunctional families.
tangledhart16 (Legacy)
*hey, i think what you need is a gaming patch. whaddya think? heh heh, maybe i should invent one. that would be interesting. and also, i just want to say, we're all striving to be better christians, God knows i am. If you're truly seeking, it'll happen. The lord looketh upon the heart.
hope you have a wonderful day. SMILE, JESUS LOVES YOU! :)*
bookworm (Legacy)
Oh, I understand your frustration over missing the appointment. Hope nothing gets in the way of the next one. ;-)
Melange (Legacy)
You are a kind and helpful, compassionate person who has the love of God in their heart. Playing Video games does not deter from the love you have for the Almighty. God bless you.
kaliko88 (Legacy)
Hey, I still play video games. Or had you forgotten? Work + Play + Love = Life. It's a balance thing. So don't worry overmuch about the games. Only worry if it starts to unbalance your life.

Anyway, I'm off to play some more at Neopets. (What can I say, I'm hooked! It's Buggie's fault!)

>^..^<
Honey (Legacy)
Hi Tino,

Somehow I goofed. lol
well, that is nothing new. ;)

Anyhow, I posted my comment to you for today on your previous entry. I am not sure how I did that so dont ask! :P
lol!

Peace and Love,
Honey
 
 
 
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