Well, here I am, so angry. Another fight with Michelle. This time it was because I played video games while she was sleeping. *in my bro's room* Last time, it was it was because she couldn't find a petition slip she left on the floor. You'd think, ok, well maybe she has a right to get angry. Ok, I accept that, but the fights end up lasting literally hours. ALWAYS.

She believes that when I make a mistake, she is entitled to get her revenge. It doesn't matter if I apologize or if I wasn't aware of what I was doing. There is no way to get out of it either. I ask her, "Is there anything I can do to not make you mad" NO! Now, you might think, Your the same. NO. When she does something, I typically say, "I"ll let it slide, don't do it again." I may give a 5 minute lecture, but after that, I let her off the hook.

This may seem trivial. Maybe not even worth mentioning. However, this has been going on for about a year now. *yeah we been together 1 1/2* The first 6 months were nice. But now, she has contributed to me being unhappy. I feel like I'd be happier if she finally left. She won't leave though. She knows I won't throw her out.

There seems to be no way to get rid of the poisionus arguements. I tell her again and again that she is creating distance and at the time she don't care. Later *like 2 to 3 hours later* she'll want to kiss and make it better.

Anyways, I'm bored talking about her. I needed to get out my thoughts though, since none of my friends are returning my calls. Not even a simple message. That's all.