Well, I'm back home now. Came from the all-nighter the Jeff's youth group had. Was pretty good. Could've been better. Could've been worse.

Speaking of Jeff, I was forced to talk to him by his friend that picked me up. I apologized as did he. We were both happy about that. After that, we go there and hangout. Lots of things to do. THey had 4 X-box's linked up. Translation, 16 players playing the same game. That game, Halo, is pretty awesome. Though we never did manage to get 16 people to play the game. At most, was about 12. As I was saying, there were many things to do. One thing, basketball, was pretty fun. I did mediocore. We also played some football and this game called sharks and menos. *is like dodgeball* Only thing that happened that I really didn't like was the fact that Jeff's dad showed up and picked him up. Appparently, they didn't like the chaporone. *Jeff later told me that they thought there was too many young girls there* Anyways, I'm glad I went. Ate pizza at night, doughnuts in the morning. What more could I ask for. *actually, I could ask that more people talked to me, but that would be asking too much*

At 8 AM, the all-nighter concluded. I was VERY tired. So was everyone else who made it. *obviously some did not, them weaklings* I didn't have a ride home so I went to Matt's. There, I crashed out on their couch. I didn't sleep that much. I'm never that comfortable sleeping at someone else's house. I was woken up throughout the day by his mom and the clock that kept going off like every 10 minutes. Heard some things though while I was waken up. One thing, Nathan, *one of the guys in the youth group* is going through some tough times. Anyways, I slept till about 3PM. Played some games there till Thomas gave me a ride home.

I got here and was greeted by lil bro and sis. They missed me. I should've took them. There were some kids their age there. Later, I eat and go in my room with my lil bro and sis. There, lil sis tells me something disheartening. She tells me that she isn't happy with her life. *I believe this isn't the first time she told me this* She isn't happy with her grades. She's not happy with my mom's boyfriend. She's not happy with the way my mom treats her. I try to comfort her. I think I did ok. I told her I'd try to take her to the movies. I also gave her advice and just talked to her. She kinda got upset though when we talked about the history bar and I had asked her if she looked at mines. She said no. Then I told her to not read it cause I have some *this* websites I don't want her to see. SHe tryed to guess. She couldn't though. I almost told her but didn't. SHe didn't like that. She left the room. I cleared my history.

Speaking of this diary. I tryed to access it at the all-nighter. *big stupid mistake* I didn't have the password for the computer to get on the net so I went to get the youth pastor to help me. He did, thing is, that the address of here showed up cause I typed it in before it prompted me to input the password. He read it aloud. I dunno if he remembered it or not but I cleared it from the history of the computer. In any case, I'll never know. I'm sure he wouldn't show anyone the diary. HE BETTER NOT! If your reading this, YOU BETTER NOT, this is private!

Oh, just talked to jeff tonight too. Were still good friends. We may see a movie together. Not sure yet. I hope so. I need to hangout and do something. Better than being here and getting all down. Oh, to Kaliko, your mind is in the gutter. ;) It's a burger place, not what it does to you. That is all. ~END~