The week was a tense one. I had got into arguments with my mom and Michelle. My mom was homesick and thus unhappy with the place. Michelle got mad because I broke her Winnie the pooh gift and didn't replace it yet. Also, my mom brought my big brother Ricky unexpectedly. I didn't want him there and wasn't happy about the situation. My mom wanted me to forgive him. I guess the past is in the past, but to me, it doesn't mean that we're gonna be friends now. He has done too much. He has betrayed my trust more than anyone I've ever met. He still hasn't changed much, though he says he believes in God now, which is a change. However, he still doesn't have any behaviors to show for it. He has his girl Angela use this guy to pay bills for her. He also has this 18 year old Puerto Rican girl he's with too. To top it off, he wishes he never had his kids and hardly ever hangs around him. Still seems like the immature selfish guy that happens to be my brother.

Other than that, I guess life has been alright to me. The place looks nice and things seem to be doing alright. I'm taking half the classes I was taking last semester and thier easier. So there's less stress.

Oh yeah, Alex's girl came early. She payed an extra $100 to arrive on Tuesday instead of Thursday. *this is on top of $300 she spent coming here* She is from Texas. She has a southern draw to her. She's a lil bigger than her pic, though Alex doesn't seem to mind. *neither do I, why would I* Apprantly, they get along good. Though they already had sex. So just over a month and they had sex already. To me, that's just bizarre. Not that I'm much better, I'm a fornicator and stuff, but just seems like its a lil too fast. It's their life though. Anyways, Michelle didn't like her. Apparantly, Katrina *her name* laughs a lil too much, though not at Michelle's jokes. Whenever me or alex said anything remotely funny, she'd burst into tears. Michelle talks and its like she isn't paying any attention. Normally, I'd think Michelle is overreacting, but she really does laugh every minute. The only annoying thing to me is that Alex told me that she was trying to suck his *you know what* while he was on the phone with me. So then they're tickling each other and laughing for like 3 minutes while I'm just there waiting to talk to him. However, she left on Thursday and its still not clear whether they're boyfriend and girlfriend. They say thier just friends, but the activities is not that of friends. Maybe its because she's not quite done with the divorce process and is trying to avoid telling herself that she is commiting adultry. As for Alex, it lets him talk to other girls online. I'm thinking of saying something, but then thinking if I should mind my own business. They're happy and maybe I shouldn't ruin that.

Well that's all for me. I'll be online later. Hopefully I see one of ya online so we can chat. Later