Today started like any other, I wake up, take shower, go to college. I get there to find everyone is in student center. I hang out and everyone as expected asked about the date. I told them, they felt bad for me. *only had to tell the story twice* Sat there afterwards with music on. Gave megan the address to this diary after. *Yeah, I gave it to her, she was interested after jeff let the d word leave his toungue* I told her that she better not tell ANYONE. That I trust her and all. *Megan, you read that, I trust you, don't you betray my trust* She left after to go see her ex and wendy's or something. *not sure why, but i'm sure she will tell us, right*

Noon time rolls around and Jeff leaves to go get avina, he comes back with her in bout 30 mins. We go to cafeteria. There, I start to get intense chills. Face started to numb and body was frezzing. Told jeff,avina, and donald, they were concerened. I told them that it was tumor. And to call ambulance if I started to slow down in my speech. I end up getting some hot chocolate and some snacks. Eventually I feel a bit better. Jeff and avina leave to do thier thing. Is me and donald for awhile. He goes on and on about basketball. I really didn't want to hear it, but I listened and responded to him. Eventually Jeff and avina come back. We go to walk avina to class.

After that, we head to bus stop. We do more talking. He tells me that in a way he doesn't like when group talks about religon. *they for the most part aren't religous* They usally rag on others. *not that I seen, but jeff says yeah* We also talk about relationships. WHile there, Donald comes. We all get on bus. We talk. When donald gets off, me and jeff continue. THough its about how I view life. He really has a good sense of who I am. Tells me I shouldn't worry so much. *is easy for him to say, his life is loads better than mines* In fact, I think I'm jealous. He got better house, family, more friends, a girlfriend, and better health. Not to mention he seems like much more of a christian than me. Anyways, I call him from bus stop, we talk about how he worries lots for me and prays for me alot. Told him i appreciated it. I catch bus.

I end up getting off bus to get haircut then I eat at Burger King. *i needed that to make me feel better, was feeling pretty sad* Go to Walgreens after, pick up pills. ITS FREE AGAIN!!! YEAH! Got my coverage back on. Get some blank cds too, then walk about 2 miles home. Get here, talk to denni, then write this entry. TOld jeff I would call him, think i will. BYE

*UPDATE* Talked to Jeff. LOL, he's funny. COmpared me to Shawn on boy meets world. THat would make him Cory, and Avina would be Topanga. Gosh, he's so cool. I'm glad I gots a friend like him. He is so concerned too. Asked if I was ok and if there was anything he wanted me to do. *I did want him to talk, but he was on the other line with Topanga, er, AVINA* Anyways, i'm hungry, I need dinner, by online people.