Today I went to the endocrinologist. *my mom even took me* SO after waiting, I go inside to go talk to her. She likes, so, how you doing, fine. Then, she says why haven't you been coming to your appointments. THe people with the growth hormone were here. Then she starts worrying off some numbers. She looks at my hormone then shows me. My levels are way up. She wants to give me more pills. Then I tell her that I haven't been taking my pills. She says, you want a death wish. I laughed and said no. Then she looked me dead in the eye and said, I"m Serious. I was like what. She said one of the pills I'm taking was shrinking part of the tumor they didn't take out. *I thought they took it all out* I told her that, then she said, why you think the levels are so high. You still have it. Also, I'm very low on cortisol. Guess that's important. She said, without enogh of that, I could die if I got ammoniua or something. *my eyes got teary* So after that, she ordered a blood test. One today, one on the 17th of September. She said, take your pills if you want to go back to normal. So I get the blood out. Then we go to Walgreens. We pick up the prescription. COme to find out I got booted off Medical. *later I called the social worker, he said they thought I was still with DMV* Worse, they don't got no bromocription. Neither does any other pharmacy. Great.

Eventually we get home. Then I take my pills. After, I get tired. I wake up to find I'm very tired, so i try to wake up and I get dizzy. Then as I was walking, my muscles felt very weak. After, I threw up and went back to sleep. Luckily, my mom stayed home, she took care of the lil bro and sis. Also, I tried to hide my weakness, She knew. Then she preceeded to kinda baby me. DO you want water. Anything I can get ya. Just now I started to feel ok, though I still am weak. I feel like I felt after coming home from the hospital.