Fri Jul 25 2003 - Falling Apart
Falling Apart
Dear Diary,

Lately I've felt like I been losing alot of friends. MOst of them online. Since I haven't been available to chat, the friendships have went down. I guess i haven't done my part. I haven't visited people's diary like in the past. I haven't sent emails. And I'm not comfortable enough to call the few *very few* people who have gave me thier numbers. Not sure how to fix really. I want to. I've tried to stay in contact with a few. Though it hasn't really got me far. I hope I'm not coming off like I'm blaming, cause I'm not. Merely stating how things are.

It's weird how I miss people online. I really didn't think I would, especially with Michelle with me. It just hit me last night when I was laying in bed. There is a list in my head of people online I miss. I would post it, but I feel any who are not on the list would be hurt. Anyways, gtg, on libary computer. THat is all. More later, maybe

Comments (6)

jenjea (Legacy)
I still read your diary if it makes you feel better ;)
kaliko88 (Legacy)
Hey, give me a break I just got back from vacation. ;-)

Seriously, I didn't want to get on my dad's computer too much because that's rude when I'm there visiting them, not their computer. Plus, their service sucks. The price of rural companies having a monopoly.

Don't sweat it too much. Most of us who are your friends understand money troubles, computer troubles, internet troubles, not to mention balancing the whole life thing. We're patient. If it takes you a while to get back into the net, we'll wait.

>^..^<
fortune (Legacy)
It's hard, because real life becomes more real again & you have less time to spend online. It happens to all of us, maybe you could send out a mass email to people & let them know how you are?

Hope you feel better soon :)
ShadowRose (Legacy)
relationships are two-way streets. one person can't do all the work. there has to be an effort on both people's parts. this is why so many marriages fail. the one spouse gets busy and unintentionally ignores the other, and soon they have grown apart -- they are suddenly strangers. you have to keep working at it -- making a conscious effort to work at it every day.

and yes, having a significant other does not take away the need to have other people in your life. it is unfair and unrealistic to think that one person will meet all your needs and be everything to you. they have a certain personality, etc. that won't necessarily do that. they need some time to themselves and with their friends too. I have found that my hubby and I get a long much better when he is at work all day and then comes home in the evening. we have more to talk about and share. when he is around a lot, he gets underfoot and I get upset with him.
MrsReadingUK (Legacy)
I still log in daily and read your diary....
Mrs Reading
Honey (Legacy)
I am still here Tino.
Not as much as I'd like though.
I think of you often and wonder how you are doing.
Thanks for stopping by my diary.
I have really missed you.

Love,
Honey
 
 
 
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