Well, right now I actually have some free time. *WOW* I'm inbetween having to do a whole lot pretty soon. I have an anthropology final to study for. A sociology and history paper to do. *then study for those finals* I also have to find another job soon. My last week at the DMV is next week. Luckily, one of the supervisors agreed to give me a letter of recommendation. *something that should come in handy down the line* At the moment, I dunno what my next job will be. Me and Michelle are looking to be Police dispachers. High stress but high pay. PAID academy. It isn't my future carreer but it is a nice job to pay for college. The pay is high enough that I don't want to disclose the figure on here. Let's just say if I actually get this job, we'll have enough to get what we want.

Other things going on is the social conflicts I'm having. The main one is with Brian. He is telling people that he could pound me. While I'm not a violent person, I will take him on if that is what he wants. Just not on campus. While I could probaly solve this if I forefieted some pride *and apologized for punching him*, I am not. I kinda wanna impress Michelle and take out some frustrations on him. *so not right but its true* As for other people, I'm getting along ok. I try to talk about stuff that is interesting but I think that my lack of being entertaining stops me from ever really getting to the close buddy-buddy level with people. I am what people refer to as *nice and smart but kinda boring* Online and with Michelle, its a different story ofcourse. My lame voice and lack of quick, witty outbursts don't hamper those friendships.

Last but not least, spiritually. Well, not so wonderful in that department. I've only try to communicate with God once in the last few days. My bible collects the dust. If I was a spiritual warrior, I'd have my helmet, armor, sword, and shield on the ground and I'd be starring at it, wondering if the war is really going on. That is where I am right now. That is all. ~END~