What a crazy last couple of days. Oh, btw, that title doesn't mean this entry will go by that paticular order. Anyways, first things first. Want to thank everyone for thier condolences and stuff. Also want to thank an aware secret commentator for pointing something out. I don't want to drudge things in the mud, so I won't elaborate further.
Ok, Moday first. Monday started a lil bad. Was a lil sad from annon, among other things in my life. *read feeling sorry for self* So I take my classes and then see Eliza and the crew. We go up to Round Table and eat there. After that, I go to orthodonic thing with just her. *oh, keep in mind Jeff wasn't part of crew that came* So we go there, then do some window shopping at nearby plaza. After that, we go to Old part of town. There, I talk to her and find out she's pregnant. *not by anyone I know* She is sad. We talk for a long while near river, then go to novelty store. Mess round there, see Ayumi and Romero there. We hang with them, eventually Romero goes home. I end up going to Eliza's place.
There, its already late. *9:45PM* So she decides I should spend the night since her dad don't wanna drive and my mom don't have a car. So I call my mom to tell her I'll be spending the night. She answers hysterically. She was all tripping out, wondering where I was. I told her. She was happy to hear from me. Was concerned cause she talked to Jeff and he didn't know where I was. So anyways, I hangout with her in her room. *first time in a girl's room that late* So were there and she gets changed. After, we get ready to sleep. She then says that I could sleep on her bed. I think, smile, say yeah. *against rational thoughts* So I go there and lay, so does she. We mess round with pillows. *among other things* We do go to sleep. NO action or anything crazy like that.
The next day arrives. She wakes at 5:00AM to do her makeup. I'm like good lord, we won't be there till 8. She stays up and takes shower, do makeup, hair. WOMEN! I wake at 6:15, take shower, wear just about same outfit. LOL. We eventually find ride and get on campus.
*yawn* Were there no longer than 5 minutes when Gevel comes. He needs to talk to me. Apparently, he is going through alot, needs someone to talk to. I grab my stuff, much to the ire of Eliza, and go. He is really stressed out. We go grab bite to eat. He just tells me all his feelings. *I didn't even know I was his go-to guy* So after that, I go to class to find I'm not on the roll sheet. Go to admissions, clear that nonsense up, go back in class. Teacher keeps telling me about some bull of $5 paperwork fee. Atfirst, was funny, now, I think he's serious. ANyways, I do that and get out.
I see Jeff. He is ticked off at me. Mad that I didn't call him and mad I didn't hang with him. So I try to be cool with him, he ain't havin it. I go with Candace, Gevel, and Danielle to the mall. *BIG GIANT HUGE mistake* Candace and Gevel are mad at each other and is no fun. I have to hear all of gevel's stuff and Danielle is there talking to Candace. Gevel almost gets at Danielle when she was heard saying "strike 2" when they found out Gevel lost Candace's coat. Gevel obviously didn't like remark. *whatever, moving on* Me and Gevel go back on campus.
I go to find Jeff and talk. I find him coming out of English. He is happy. ???!! So I am happy that he is happy until he asks me to treat him out to lunch. That is when I put my foot down. Told him that he if anyone should be doing the treating. We argue, scare Gevel away. We later talk on bus, not that great of speaking terms.
I get home to find he's called. I call. We talk. We get off. Talk to Megan. She allows me to vent, I thank her and apologize. She gets off. I talk to Jeff again, we are cool now. Only thing is that he don't want me around Eliza much. *geez, this is so childish* Anyways, there was more, but I'm tired. And besides, I'm sure you don't wanna read bout what I studied about after all this nonsense. *I may put, but not now, is about self concept and self-esteem* Ok, that is all. ~END~
Phew