Today on campus I was suppose to meet my best friend. At 11, so I wait with group, and wait, and wait some more. HE never shows up. GRRRRR He said he would come by. I don't think he wants to hang out with me any more. Anyways, I hung out for a bit with Jeff and the bunch.

After that, me and JEff went to computer lab. There, he shows me his church's website. Also, shows me bunch of stuff about a band called P.O.D. Was pretty cool actually. Then we look at some other stuff. Oh, I got Jeff's pic,
He is the one on the right Other people are from his church.

Once we finish surfing the net, we go off to his bus. *After seeing Megan for a sec, damn she's hot, has great personality too* Jeff does most of talking again. *is good, I've done enough talking about myself to him* He also is struggling to be more christian. Is worried group isn't good for him. *I wonder same thing* I tell him that I do too. One reason, I sometimes say certain things and do certain things just to impress them. *just so I'm liked* I believe it works actually. THough isn't what God wants me doing. Anyways, Jeff gets off bus I head home.

While on bus I wonder about the disorder I believe I have. Is very discerning knowing that I really do have issues. *big bro was right* LOL, he probaly has something too. Also was wondering what I'm gonna do to kill time this weekend. Probaly just nothing. Grrr. I want to do something. Not sure what. Not even sure what entertains me. Oh, found even more on the disorder, I may post, describes me even more. *VERY EERIE* Well I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of OZ, da da da da la la la la...........