Another day, more drama. As one commentor said, maybe we should get our own soap. Ok, Let me write about it.

So I go to my classes and then get out. I see Jeff in the group. I sit, we talk, things seem cool. That is when Megan comes by and starts to talk. She's there, and sees Nicole. *the girl that likes JEff* So she says, "Hey, let's go there and tell her that Jeff likes her" So I say ok, and I go with her. Were walking and both say that were not really gonna say anything. We make it look like we did though. So we kill some time at college store and come back. At that point, Jeff is MAD! He is like, if you said anything, I'm gonna have NIck hit you. *nick shakes his head, indicating that he isn't gonna do anything* So Jeff is like, If he isn't, I will. So I'm there shocked that he's saying that. SO I tell him that he isn't gonna do anything. NIck sees what is happening and pulls me away. He tells me to just let Jeff cool down. While were talking, he leaves.

So he comes back and apologizes after he realizes that we didn't say anything. So were ok and he goes to class. I'm just there with the group. I'm kinda down cause I wanted to see Eliza. In all honesty, I was kinda feeling horny. Not that I wanted to "DO" her, just I wanted to give her a couple kisses or something. Anything, just a hug would've been ok, but no, she wasn't there. I was down over that and other little stuff. When Jeff got out his class, we played some dominos, then went to a coffee shop.

He then went home, I hung out still. I wanted to hang with Donald. I did. Was cool. I then got a ride from Nick home. WHile riding, he told me Eliza told him that I liked her. *I NEVER TOLD HER I LIKED HER, though I'm not denying that I do like, i just never said anything* ANyways, I get home.

There is some tension here but I get over it. I come on the computer to do some work, then I chat. I see Eliza online. We chatted for hours. We seemed to connect good. I was happiest when she apologized for what happened at the party. She told me never again would it happen. *it won't, I won't put myself in that position* I got off with her only to talk to Jeff.

WHile talking to him, I got REALLY depressed. Not sure what brought it on, I just was. Heck, still am a bit down. I just feel so sad. Even told Jeff on the phone that I hated my life. *not even sure why I'm saying that, I just feel it* So illogical. Things are doing pretty good. I, I dunno. Maybe I just need ice cream. LOL. something. ANyways, I'm through. ~END~