Dear Diary,
Yesterday was interesting. Ok, got on the bus, seen this one girl named Rebecca from Bible Study. *I've been seeing her alot* We had a brief chat though my intentions with her were about the bible study, not anything else. I was actually gonna help her get some people to the bible study at her booth, but I end up doing other things. *defininatly not what Jesus would've done* Anyways, I go to the "new" group. Walking right past Eliza's group. I only waved at her. *since I want to meet my best friend in the libary too* So I go and sit with them and then Eliza and them leave. She said, "dang, don't even say hi" then went outside. So at that point I'm thinking, man, I'll never be in her group again. *that was wrong, will explain in a few* ANyways, I hang out with the group, give Candace a cd I made for her, she loves it, thanks me atleast 10 times.

After all that, I go to the libary. I meet my "best" friend. He won a cruise. How lucky for him. He was showing me. Then after all that, he goes toward class and I ask him, what ya doing after class, He's like, I'm going home. I was like why, you got homework, he said no. I said, wanta hang out, he say, nah, I'm cool. THen just left. *That hurt me, he's been distancing himself from me* So after that, I go to history class, watch long movie, then finally get out.

I go to the bible study group. *THey meet Thursday's at noon, perfect timing* So I go there, I learn something very interesting. * I knew but didn't know* I need to stop trying to "keep" rules to be close with God, first I must be close with GOd, then when I'm living for him, I will keep them "rules" because I love him. As for faith, I've learned I got to try my hardest to attack my lack of it faith with a change of heart. By that, first I should repent my sins to Jesus, then Pray. God can't be in the presence of sin. Next, I should keep my mind thinking on if I'm doing something for me, or God. If I'm doing something for me, I need to stop and pray I do it for God. Even good things. If I help someone, should be because I love God, not because I want to help cause I feel sorry for them.

Ok,TIME FOR THE INTERESTING PART! . So after studies, I go back to Candice's group. I almost leave a few times cause I feel isolated in the group. But I stay. Eventually we go outside, see Eliza and her group. Our group starts talking bout them kinda. *I don't though* Eventually, I decide to go to Eliza's group. *cross enemy lines* In front of my group. I figured hey, I'm not taking sides. I told them this. So after that, I go there, Eliza is all mad as to why I didn't go outside and hug her and say hi. APparantly, she waited for me to go out there, I wasn't gonna go out there. I told her I didn't know. After that, she starts talking about candice. She wants to "fight" Candice. I'm trying to difuse the situation. I'm able to since I'm seen as neutral. And seems both want to argue their points to me. Seems Eliza thinks what she is doing with Dario is nothing but her being friendly. Candice thinks Eliza is gettting her jealous. Well, eventually, Candice and them left, and I was stuck with them, eventually I studied. I Hope Candice ain't mad at me. Or the rest of the group. SOme of them weren't there to see me go to Eliza's group.

After that, studied for "BIG" test in Sociology. Studied for 2 hours. Was a kinda hard test. The things I studied like terms weren't part of the test. Was alot about actual sociologist. I Hope I did well, test was worth alot. Eventually I get out.

At home, big bro shows me his plans for the garage. Its cool, though the girl he's with is paying for all the cool stuff their getting. She's nice though. She's gonna help on rent. 240 from the both of them. Better than 80 just from my brother. After that, I eat, then I talk to Usnavy4u. I talked to her boyfriend and the next day she had a good day. :) She wanted to know everything I said, though I didn't tell her. WHy you say, some stuff is confidential. All I got to say is that her relationship will be better. SHe will find out what I said to him in time. :D HA HA, no details usnavy. :D Maybe next time. ehehhehehehe

Oh, welcome on board new notify person. :D I love when new people join. Makes me feel loved. I'm up to 10 people. YAY Oh, I want to thank @nnete for making me extremist of the day. YAY, I'm THE MOST EXTREME PERSON OF TODAY!!!! COOL