Last night was trippy. Michelle's heart started to hurt her and she said everything felt constricted. I felt her heart and it was pounding and skipping around. I was pretty close to calling the ambulance. Luckly, she became ok. Though I know she has something wrong. When she was 16, she fainted in the shower and never went to the hospital. While taking showers with me, there are times she starts to see spots and gets weak. I worry about her. We don't have time to make doctor appointments and stuff. I am glad she gots Medical for around a year longer. Hopefully, its something easily fixed.

Besides that, not too much new. I feel glad I am finally understanding what the hell is going on in chemistry. Though I still got to do a lot better in Bio Psychology. The crap is so hard. I don't know why. Usually, I'm top dog in my psychology classes. I studied it a lot and still I'm confused about how the synapes and neurotransmittors work.

Oh yeah, I read my comments from my last entry. I think I wrote that entry a little to harshly. I am just kinda dissappointed that some of my favorite online buddies are AWOL *that's right, Absent WITHOUT Leave* Heh, anyways I appreciate the comments and your time. I think I got a little spoiled since annette got me 250+ comments when I felt really down about my b-day. *Aug 17,2001 entry* Back then, I used to chat to almost all the 85 online buddies on my list. Even though I wasn't that happy then either, somehow, I look back at all of that with a positive note.

On a positive note, I think I really love Social Psychology. *not sure if I wrote that already* I think I want to be a social psychologist. I am so intrigued by what they study. They study stuff like: Why soliders mistreated the Iraqi prisoners @ Abu Ghraib, Why people are more likely to help you if there aren't many people around and how 39 people could hear a rape in progress and not call the cops or help. There is more but it'd take a long time to list all the stuff they invistigate. And no, the people mentioned about didn't have "evil souls" or were just monsters. You'd be shocked at what the average person is capable of. *shivers* Maybe one of these entries I'll write about some of the stuff we talk about. It's so cool. Anyways, that's all for now.