College strains me so much. Had to drop statistics...... Then there's Michelle. I love her dearly, but she puts a load on me too. Ofcourse, there is my family and life in general. I could go on and on about it. Yet, I sit here trying to be stronger and unemotional. I'm really sick and tired of trying of letting emotions get in my way. It just hinders me. It doesn't help. I know, it makes me cold, blah blah blah. Though I'm starting not to freaking care. Anyone has a real could reason, let it be known. Otherwise, I know in my heart, for now, this is best for me.