I was reading kaliko's entry on the 13th and it got me thinking. What kind of a friend am I. I always like to think that my friends are the ones that are inadequate, but I never really looked at what I've done in return. Absolutly nothing. That's what kind of a friend I am. I do nothing. I'm there if you need me, I'll sit down, tell a joke or two, then just watch. Even when they seem to need advice, I just back off. *probaly cause I figure I can't even solve my problems* Sad, I bet they could've used my help and that i could use theirs. Guess were not close. Were guys, we kinda aren't allowed to get that close to each other. Ya know. Like we can talk about football and basketball, but not life. Seems that's the taboo subject. Guess cause you *or should I say I* don't want to feel like a wimp. Guys are considered wimps if they get sad and come real with their emotions. And, You *or I* can't even go to a women because then they think I'm trying to get with them. OR, they don't want to really hear about it if they're older. SInce they too got they're problems.

Moving on. Today has been so-so so far. My big bro is home. GRRR He plays his loud Snoop DOg music and stuff. Though I'm still feeling better. Hmm, anyways, I'm getting off right now, too hot. Besides, life calls.