Lately I've been thinking, maybe I need to keep some of my thoughts to myself. I sometimes tend to forget how the people reading this feel. SO from now on, I'm not putting anything that could hurt people's feelings. I was thinking of even pushing back on what I say about my life. but no. If someone finds this, then they're just gonna have to deal with what I say. Though I do worry about what I say alot.

On other news. I would like to thank Kaliko and Annette *aka jayne* for making feel better. They chatted to me and gave me some really good advice. Thanks. I hope I apply it well. I always get good advice but tend to blow it.

Oh hey, I forgot to write bout big bro. He got me really mad Friday. He wanted to record some cds, I wanted on the computer. So after I threatened to stop the recording, he slammed my monitor and grabbed the computer and told me that he would throw it. He's still mad about the slice of pizza I didn't get him. He says he's gonna get even with me. He's tired of the family. He says he's gonna do it and What. ANd if I call the police, he's gonna beat the hell out of me. So much so, that he will deform me. He says, If i'm in jail, might as well make it worth it. He's on probation. So me calling the cops could get him in big time. I really don't want him in trouble. I just want him to leave. TO move. That's it. Too leave me and MY computer alone. I bought it. THough its old, it's mines. I should be able to control it.

Ok, time to get back to my fantasy football. I love my fantasy football. I love stats. I'm like obseesed. LOL. Man, my niners are losing and just threw an interception. :( still 13-10. Hmmm I hope they win. COME ON NINERS