Today I woke up after only 4 hours of sleep. I ended up calling her back up after my previous entry because i couldn't stop thinking of her. :) SO anyways, I get up and go to my Sociology class. I got my exam back. I got 41/50. :( Not what I expected. Anyways, I eventually get out of class.

I walk in student center happy as can be. Why happy? Cause Michelle make me happy. I joke around and everyone sees i'm in playful mood. Out of nowhere Jeff comes, but I have to go. I say hi, I say bye, I go off to work. While going out there, I see Eliza. She wants to go with me Wednesday to help her find a job. I say ok. I then head for bus after they all pitch in on bus money. *shock* I did ask if i could get bus fair and they all pitched in.

So I go on bus and just think about Michelle. Seriously. Was really weird. I was all of a sudden wondering what she doing and if she ok and stuff. I'm like, omg, this is weird. So after thinking how lucky I was, it occured to me it wasn't luck at all but prayer. I had asked God for someone special and that he restore my self-esteem. Bam, there it is. Anyways, I get off and go to work.

While at work, I was really talkative and just being a good employee. I was chit-chatting with EVERYONE. If I was rated on customer service today, I know for sure it would've been a 10. And during the slow periods, I just was in very happy state. Very different than usual. As you may recall, i used to get mildly depressed.

Well, the lone dark spot on the day was when I heard this guy Brandon talking about me because I put this Elmo on my cash register. *a kid forgot to get it* I overheard him saying, " look over there, someone needs to visit a gay bar" I got offended but let it go cause I don't care what he thought. Then later, I was humming my girl. *from Temptations, was playing on store music* He then remarks, "can you believe he's humming". I then get a lil upset and decide to tell him something. When he goes for recovery, I catch up to him and tell him, "if your gonna talk about me, try to do it when i'm not in earshot range". He laughs and I leave. I continue and don't it much thought. My opinion is that he worries too much about others cause he's probaly insecure.

I eventually get out and am very happy to get out. *after 8 hours of working and school* I get home and i am relieved. I hang with family a lil again and then go to my room. I chat to Michelle just for a lil. I then end up talking to Alex. I give him some tech support. I don't mind much, he is cool with me. Though it is work for me to think about how to fix it. Anyways...

That's it. Not sure what else to say. Happy i'm happy. Though very vulnurable. tired now. good night