Today, I feel stupid! Why, let me explain. Today I go and see Eliza right. So I'm there, we talk a little, then I got to go off to class. I tell her, be here at 1. *it was 12 at the time* She said alright. I said, you will be here right, Yeah she says. So I go off to class. I get out. It's one o'clock. So I go to meet her, she's not there. SO after waiting an hour I leave. *had to pick up some pills* WHile on the bus, I'm mad, yet hurt. I feel like geez, got stood up. So after that, I get on another bus. I pick up my pills. Now I get back on a 83. *that one goes staight to the college* Though I never went on it. I go on there to realize I caught it going the wrong way. Eventually I find my way back.

You know what sucks. I wanted to go back and look for her. *what's up with that?* I feel so stupid. She probaly don't even care. I think I invested too many emotions into this. *just what I feared* Grrr, if I was a more agressive person, I'd tell her off. Though chances are that I'll see her, she'll apologize and I'll just forgive. *I always let myself be the rug in friendships* Walk on me, that's what I'm made for. That's just me though. *sigh* Well, I'm off this computer, I'm not in the mood right now. BYE