If you haven't guessed by the title, I'm stressed. *I know, who isn't huh* I'm feelilng really stressed over school, work, church, and my social life. Stupid school has me racking the heck out my brain. *normally no biggie to me* Next there is work. NOT happy about that since that money is most likely gonna be spent on pills, braces, bus pass, food, and various other bills. Adding to all that on my mind is also church. Or should I say GOD. I always feel like I'm not living out my potential. Finally, there is my social life. I am always trying to maintain that. Thing is, it seems so hard these days. The results aren't even what I want. All that ends up happening in a typical day is I hear how terrible everyone's life is. I sometimes try to talk about mines but seems no one really gives a flying F**k about it. *with Danielle probaly being the exception*

So there you have it. All that adds to my stress level. Not to mention watching my weight and trying to spend quality time with my lil bro and sis. *trust me, I watch my weight alot more than I write about it,and at times, its almost gets to the eating disorder stage, but I never let it go that far*

Ok, time for more nagging. LOL. *then again, it is my diary, I can rant if I want* Stupid tumor stresses me too. Though small, the effects of having to take the stupid pills for it bother me. Plus It made me look so damn young. I HATE that. I doubt I'll ever get someone my age because everyone things I'm a teenager.

That just about covers most of it. Other stuff probaly could go on here too, though not signifigant enough for me to remember. Anyways, to shadowrose, if I end up reading bible in morning like i been thinking of doing, I will give John a go and see how it goes. To the person with the crush, say it already. Its annoying not knowing. That is all. ~END~