Mon Aug 16 2004 - Homeless, Sort of
Homeless, Sort of
Well here I am at college once again. Finally, I'm able to go back online. I miss writing here and chatting and going to pointless websites. I wish I could say things were continuing to go better, but not yet.

I moved all my crap Sunday into this motel. It's small but it'll do for now. It's way overpriced. It costs $270 per week! I will only be there one week. Then, I'll be at Alex's for a week. *yep, he got his own place* He is a true blue friend. He offered me it and asks what else he could do for me. I owe him big time. I got some of my stuff stored at Bobby's house. Though its just for a month. We even ended up doing a contract saying that in exactly 31 days I have to have my stuff out or he could what he pleases with the stuff. I'm glad he's doing that, though ideally, he would've let me stay at his place. He owns his own place for goodness sake. Though I haven't known him long enough to really expect that. I would've stored it at a storage place if it didn't cost $50 for a month.

Speaking of Sunday, it was so hectic. Michelle didn't want to help me move at all. After her refusal I was trying to get her out. After several hours of her crying and begging, I decided that I'd stay with her if she finished off the rest. Plus, I still love her, despite her many flaws. *I too also have flaws, but I written enough about those* Anyways, couldn't sleep because we had class Monday.

The place that we were close to getting didn't happen. Apprantly, they had someone else in front of us. So they offered us a 2 bedroom for $575. That was a week ago and they still haven't got to us. Me and Michelle have decided to give up on the place and find another. We haven't offically given up yet, but by the end of today, that will probaly be offical. We want to be in a place by September 1st.

For the curious, my mom will be staying in a single bedroom with Lorenzo till she can get her own place.

I have been pretty depressed because of all this and the worsening finacial situation. I been trying my damnest to try not to let this affect me but it has been tough. This is probaly the worse situation I've EVER been in. The past month has been totally shitty. Thank goodness I'm alot more mentally tough able to not let the devestate me. Funny thing, I notice I start to pray more when the going gets tough. LOL, I remember reading about that in my Anthropology class. Increased anxiety leads to more pleading to GOD.

To Kaliko: Don't worry, I don't believe in spending money you don't have yet. I prefer debit cards. To Niels: Didn't know the page transitions annoyed anyone. If anyone else says anything, I'll disable it. Though you can disable page transitions all together by going to Tools, Internet Options, Advanced and uncheck "enable page transitions". To everyone else, thanks for wishing me well. I always feel better knowing there is someone out there that wishes the best for me.

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kaliko88 (Legacy)
I'm a prayin. I'm still learning how to pray, at least to a degree that I'm satisfied with, but many do say that a thought is as good as prayer when you think of someone an awful lot.

>^..^<
 
 
 
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