*Argh, last entry belongs in yesterday, anyways* Today started out late for me. I didn't end up geting up for church. Main reason, no one came and got me. *I guess I lost my "new member" charm* You know what I mean, whenever you start a church or any type of club, at first they come and get you and make sure your ok. After awhile though, you lose that "charm". *for lack of a better word* Soon, they don't call when you don't show up. THey leave you alone for awhile, then when they get thier guilt trip, they turn around and ask you why you haven't came. Anyways, I end up watching football. MY TEAM WON!!!

After that, there was some nice moments of peace. My mom had suggested one of her old boyfriends move in. *he is cool* He may, were not sure yet. He was over for awhile, took my mom to store for some groceries.

Everything seemed cool and I thought the day would end like that. I was wrong. My mom decided to go on computer to listen to music. That was ok. Then after awhile, I got hungry. I go to her, tell her i'm hungry, she tells me hold on. She gets off, goes to couch. There, she just sits there. I'm like, "So are you gonna cook or what?" She is like, "WAIT!!!" I wait some more, then I'm like, "ANY DAY NOW" That is when she started. *caution, curse words* She says," I'll go whenever the fuck I want to"
Me, Can you do it sooner than later
her, You know what muthafucker, I don't feel like cooking
Me, I'm freakin' hungry, so is vanessa and alex, cook already
Her, NO

That goes on for about 30 minutes. Eventually, I decide me and lil sis are gonna cook. In kitchen, I tell lil sis that she must be really drunk today. *she is, I know it* I also tell her that this ain't first time she's been like this. I tell her that in past it used to be this near daily. *my mom has improved much over last year* While cooking, my mom goes to bathroom, she is crying. At that point, i felt like going there and telling her sorry, but i decide not to. I'm to mad at that point to really care.

After eating, I talk to my mom. She is more calmed now. I say sorry, but remind her that all she had to do was cook. I know she don't feel like it daily, but that is her job. Anyways, it ends on pretty much a good note, i come up on computer.

Oh yeah, forgot to put, yesterday we got our christmas tree. OMG, looks like the tree off of Charlie Brown. The tree is about 2 feet tall. *i'm not kidding* Came with lights and a plastic star. LOL, how ghetto is that. *don't answer that* So far, no presents, soon though, i'm gonna get lil bro and sis thier gifts. My mom said she was gonna get all of us presents. *I'm shocked, I had asked her if that included me, she said yeah* Though I told her not to get me any, we don't exactly have that kind of money for me to be getting gifts. I'll live without. Well, I'm flat out of energy, so i'm gonna end here. ~END~