I feel so mad at myself. Why, well just cause. Like, I have no real friends and no girlfriend. Plus my relationship with God is really bad. *DD friends are ok, but I can't just call ya when I'm down* Speaking of bad relationships, me and my family fight all the time. Just other things. I feel SO FRUSTRATED!!! Just, grr. Like my life sucks. I can't go buy anything. I wasting the lil money I do have on college. 130 on books today. *OUCH!!!* I think I'm officially off the happy coaster now.
The rest of the day was um, alright. Hung out with Eliza's group. Was boring. Atleast they accept my shyness. *though Eliza keeps playing with my emotions* How so, well, she comes over and tickles me and then says, you do realize that means nothing. *WHat the heck* I do understand though. That's her personality. She wasn't flirting with me last time. She's like that with everyone. *Why would anyone flirt with me* I'm the type of guy that everyone says, "He's cute, but I wouldn't date em" *grr, I HATE THAT* No people, there is no one that likes me in my classes either. As for the clubs I was supose to join. Give em another 2 weeks before they're orgainized. *whatever that means* By then I my not join em. ANYWAYS, I'm getting off, I'm not really in the mood for typing.
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It sucks when you fight with your parents, eh? My mum and I seem to be getting in a lot of arguments recently, and she seems to take everything I say wrong (e.g. I said "i have absolutely no clue" and she said "You could have just said 'i don't know'. What is with you?!"). So yeah, parents are the boot at times. Just go with it, I suppose.
So, you're the kind of guy who everyone loves, but won't go out with? it happens, and that sucks. I'm the 'girl next door' chick with my friends, so I'm pretty much off limits it seems too.
Not that I know exactly what you're going through or anything.
Feel better *hugs*
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As for the clubs, wait and see. Don't give up before you give them a chance.
Yeah, the book prices suck. Always have. Wish you could find some of them used. That would definitely help. And look on the bright side, when classes are over at semester you can probably sell some of them back. Leastways the ones you don't want to keep. (I kept my Astronomy book and some of my Journalism books. Astronomy wasn't my major but was SO interesting.)
I'll keep looking for you online, though my Jabber client isn't working so well. I can only get the AOL gateway to work. I think I'll go check out Trillian. Maybe then we can finally chat. (Another hint: I stay up really late, like 10pm to 2 am Central time. Bad kaliko. *heehee*)
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