The last few days have been odd and confusing for me. Mostly confusing but a lil odd too. The confused part of me has to do with my beliefs. The one moment were I thought I knew a few things about what I should do with my life, the comments in the previous entry made me reconsider a bit.

Alot of interesting comments. I guess I need to really start reading the bible instead of hoping to chose an opinion. I think that is what I was trying. I wanted someone to convince me one side was better than the other. The thing is, that is for me to decide. Duh, I should've known that, just I have two contradicting sides of me. There's the nice, shy, christian guy who wants to follow God and Jesus. The other side consists of a more anti-social, talkative skeptic.

As for the addressing of the comments, I want to first thank everyone who did respond. No comments would've probaly led me to just side with my more skeptical side. To Niels: Hey, I miss chatting to you. Your right about science not being able to disprove alot, and that helps keep me believing. To Shadowrose: Thanks for the urls. I will visit them. Also, you have some very insightful explainations for my questions. Thank you. To kaliko: I love this quote "If you want the truth, decide, and then go find it" That's now kinda my mindset at the moment. I have it playing in my mind over and over again. AAAAH!!! make it stop or or .... I'll shave all your cats bald. ;) Anyways, that Jesus is who he said he was also sticks to my mind.

Well, I'll be doing alot of applying and other stuff. I'll keep the interested posted. If you see me online, pm me, I usually just turn it on and wait. On late though. Not many online hours with Netzero. I miss cable internet. Anyways, that is all for the moment. ~END~