That movie is dark and twisted. Very gory too. At one point Michelle wanted to leave, but I wanted to see it play through. Had a very interesting plot twist.

Obviously, those 2 movies are very different. Kill bill kinda ruined the mood the other movie had for us. We then leave for an asian market.

At the bus stop, we see none other than Danielle and her 2 gay best friends. *literally gay* They sit and chat to us about nonsense. Though one of the things kinda got me. Somehow, Danielle got to play talking about how one of them couldn't beat me up. *not in a serious way* Said I had more priority. SO then one of them says, "well, he wasn't at your wedding" Then she said some lame excuse about her mom not letting any of her school friends attend except Candace, Raymond and Awilda. *that sounded oddly suspicous* So I just think about that while they continue to go on and on about some stupid cake and how Raymond kept eating everything.

We get on the same bus and they keep talking and I don't say much. I'm thinking that I hate when people aren't straightforward and have to come up with blantant, unnecessary lies. I decide to say maybe 2 or 3 more small things, but it was mainly Danielle talking to her friends and a lil bit Michelle. They get off and I talk to MIchelle.

I point out what I was thinking and she says "don't worry about them, they're just losers." She was right in a way, its just that I feel that it is a common theme in my friendships. I get along great at first, then it fades and fades. And then they do something and I end up spiteing them and having ockward friendships. It like geeze, if I can't even get along with "losers" who can I get along with. I mean, it could mean 2 things. All the friends I pick are losers, or there is a problem with myself. I'm leaning towards the latter. ANyways, we end up going to the "asian" market.

We're there and she buys some donald "duck". I'm thinking, hey, atleast she don't eat cats or dogs like most asains. JK, I don't think that. LOL. *or do i?* Anyways, she wants me to go buy some soda while she eats the poor defenseless duck that could've been swimming at a pond near YOU. ;) So I'm buying soda and thinking. I think I am starting to become cold and mean. I know I'm not as nice and caring as before. Ofcourse, I would still be that way if i hadn't got manipulated by lots of people taking advantage of me, an overly nice nieve person at the time. *though that's just my bias twist* So then I think, will I even have friends in the future, or will it all repeat because of some flaw in me that pushes people away from me. Will that flaw even push Michelle away? It almost has in the past. So anyways, I get back to her while she's eating her typical rice. *no asaian can be seen eating without thier "precious" rice* and daffy duck. She sees that I"m upset but I don't want to talk to her. She gets all butt hurt but I don't talk to her about it at first. We then shop.

She keeps trying to get me say what is wrong. Each time I find a way to distract her and she starts to get mad. We then go to the bus stop and wait for the bus. I stall her one more time and finally tell her. We then get on the bus.

ON the bus I talk some more and then we kiss alot. Apprantly, these girls were watching us. They started to talk loud about us. They said, "Look at them kiss, it gets on my nerves. Stupid asain and white guy, I hate them" SO I'm thinking that I hate those kind of girls talking crap on the back of the bus. It's ALWAYS the same type, teenaged black girls who are poor and obviously didn't grow up with manners. They are ALWAYS loud. This isn't the first time that kind of group has tried to pick on us for no appreant reason. Though I think its reverse racism. I know they wouldn't say anything if we were both black. So anyways, they annoy me to the point of wanting to say something.

I get up and say "You need to mind your own business". At that point, they start saying, "NO HE DIDN"T" with they're typical attitude voice. So they start to say "We weren't talking to YOU" I say, "Your talking ABOUT me. WHat's your problem" So then they are ready to get off the bus and walk past us. One of them is looking right at me. I look dead into her eyes. I'm thinking, don't even dare try something, if you throw the first hit, I can take all 3 of you guys. At that point, one of them says "the asian called you bitch" *which she said* So they say, "say something in my face" Michelle says, " I wasn't talking to you" Then they had to get off. MIchelle says bitch again. One of the girls turned back but the bus driver told her to go. SHe leaves and hits the window outside that is next to us. Ofcourse she was scared to do that on the bus. Psychologically, maybe I should've ignored thier comments as being illogical and immature. I could've avoided the whole thing. Though I don't always have my "psychologist" hat on. Nor do I have my "good boy christian" hat on either. The first 2 times, I let it slide in the past, they keep saying stuff and that seems to reinforce the belief they can say anything about anyone and no one will say anything to them. Anyways, we get back home. *if I say anyways one more time in the entry, virtually slap me*

Here at home nothing great happens. I go online and talk to Michelle. Right now we're eating Asian peanuts which are composed of birds and other domestic animals. *JK* As you can tell, I'm in a joking mood.

P.S. I forgot to mention we see Alan and his brother while going to the movies. *they're 2 guys from the church group* They were in downtown handing out bible stuff. Something I have done before and would've probaly did again if I had got up early enough for church. *chalk another one up for morningtime sickness* At that paticular moment, i kinda felt bad for not going to church. THough if i ended up going to church, it wouldn't have been "that" church. Anyways, that is all. *oh no, I said it again, here comes the back slap, aaaah*