Today *the 16th* has became a really ockward day. Ok, so first I type out an entry to DD. RUn off to catch bus. Get to the college eventually. At that point, I'm like kinda down, so I walk into student center when I see both Rebecca and Felicia in there. *seems they got a new study area* SO I'm immediatly get out of that sad mood. SO I invite myself to thier table again. Though maybe I shouldn't have, they were doing some studying of the bible. And my group that I normally sit with gave me the funniest stare. They didn't know who I liked, well now they do. ANyways, After studying bible, I get in a few words to Felicia, forgot what, she has to go to class. So there I am with just Rebecca. She turns all quiet and actually studies. *thought she was gonna talk, but then again, she came in to study, not expecting to talk* ANyways, gets really quiet, I study my stuff. I maybe make 2 comments to her in an hour. Eventually I decide to go to get something to eat. I do, come back, she says she gots to meet up with some friends. She leaves.

So I go to my group. They ask all about them. They're like, which one you like, I tell them both. So after some talking, they start to study too. Then Megan comes in. *she hangs out semi-often with us* She starts talking, she is very interesting. Its kinda weird, I kinda like her, but I just feel we'd never last cause she's not christian, and besides, she likes some guy named Carlos. What is ockward is Candace picks up on this connection and suggests we go out. We both kinda say same thing, But Carlos. Laugh it off. IF she was only christian..... I guess I can't go by what if's, so I just kinda keep a distance emotionally.

ANyways, So I go on bus to get pills. THere, I have to pay $67 for the pills. A discount when you consider my insurance covered $130 of it. So I get that, go to bus stop. I get on, then there I see Candace and 2 other people of the group. We talk about her and her stresses. She gets off. I go to Office Depot. I wanted a gamepad. NONE!! So I go to Office Max, NONE! RadioShack, NONE! Where the heck they sell computer gamepads? Tomorrow I wanted to go to mall but I'm not, cause I think something MIGHT happen. Maybe nothing and I'm just trippin. Maybe I'll go to the one faraway from downtown. Anyways, speaking of that, big bro has to work tomorrow. He is very paranoid about it. If you not sure what Im talking bout, refer to a entry ago. That is all. Oh, thanks for the comments everyone, I'm glad I got such nice people that always comment on here. I really appreciate you taking your time to add your piece of insight, or telling me your gonna pray for me, or just plain ol hugging me. Somedays like today, you see that people care about you, and its like, wow, they actually care about what happens to me. I mean, there are 11,000+ other diarist out there you could read, yet you come here. :) Thanks!