Wed May 29 2002 - Not so good......
Not so good......
Dear Diary,

Well, found out my mom hasn't been taking her pills for her ulcer and she is getting worse. She says she doesn't take the pills because they are making her feel REALLY sick. My mom says she wants just to go to the hospital and have them take it out. I thought she was gonna go today, but she never did. Anyways, lemme cover the rest of my day.

Went to church for bible study. Was ok i guess. We were in Matthew chpt 7. Nothing astonding in that chapter. I was pretty tired. After the thing was over, I looked to socialize and didn't really get around to doing it. I see them and I sit there and wait for them to come to me. I end up going after praying with John Carlo. *the one person that did talk to me and ask how I was and junk* Get a ride home and leave.

I then return Ray's call. *he had called the day before* We start early, like at 10PM. We cover various topics, from basketball to love. We just go on such a role. When me and him click, we really do click. We stayed on the phone till 4 in the morning. Was quite amazing that I could hold a conversation that long. Guess when i let my guard down and the other person knows me well, it can go on and on.

Before sleeping, reread previous entry and comments. Kaiko made a REALLY good observation on me. Basically, she said that I need to stop thinking people don't wanna be my friends and I need to go up to people and just talk with them and stuff. She used a really good cat analogy. *she would use a cat analogy* LOL. Anyways, tomorrow *actually today since I'm writing the entry a day late* I wanna hang with Ray. I think there is potential for a great friendship. I mean, it is pretty cool right now. But when I say great, I mean, we can be like TIGHT best friends. Though there are challenges to this. I mean, he's very stoic and distant. Though seems that he doesn't want to be like that. Also, I'm very weary and the fact that we live far apart and don't share common environments. Ok, bored of typing. I'm done. That is all. ~END~

Comments (1)

kaliko88 (Legacy)
Of course I'd use a cat analogy! It's better than using a hubby analogy. Or worse, a work analogy. *snicker*

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