OMG, I can't believe it.........WHY?!!

Yesterday was going generally well for me. Me and Michelle were doing just fine and I had just returned from some play. *had to go because theatre arts class* We were eating our dinner in our room when I heard a knocking on my window. I hear some say my name, but with a Spanish accent. I'm thinking, who the heck could this be, it's 11PM. So I ask and he says, "LORENZO"! *in spanish he says* "I want to speak to your mom" So me and MIchelle are like OMG, NO!

I'm thinking, is this guy back for revenge? *If you remember, I beat him up and sent him back to Mexico because he pulled out a gun on my mom and my little sister* Also, I'm thinking, how the hell this guy get back over the border after the supposed increase in security after 9/11. Then I'm thinking "Damnit, I got plan an escape route with Michelle, I better get a knife"

So then I go wake up my mom and tell her to open the door and talk to him. She tells me to tell him that she's not there. I continue to insist she goes. She then stops responding all together. *she just froze* My lil sister is scared and my mom finally decides to go to the door. I am hiding with my knife, knowing that if he has a gun with him, my best bet is to catch him off guard. In the meanwhile, my mom is talking to him.

I then brief Michelle as to what she should do if something happens. We wait and try to listen in on what he is saying. He seems calm. My mom seemed to be trying to imply to him that he'd be welcome to come back. I'm thinking, ok, he isn't trying to get us *yet?* but is he trying to move back in. Sure enough, they talk about that and then go out to the car so we can't hear them. My mom comes in and out for awhile. FInally, she is in. I talk to her.

She says he wants to come back but she has let him know that the kids may not be that cool with it and to give it time. In the mean time, he is going to live with some friend Tony. I asked her "so how the heck he get back anyway" She said, "He paid $1500 to a coyote" *a coyote is a term meaning spanish smuggler*

I'm not sure what he is up to. If he moves in, I will find a way to move out. I have enough stress in my life to worry about what this guy is going to do once he gets drunk and on drugs again. Not to mention he is very controling and cold.

As for the comment from kailko, she is right. I think I do have to start to trust God before I could trust somebody. *makes sense* As for the always keep asking, trust me, I always have questions. I have probaly over 100 questions about christianity.

leave. It isn't worth it.

In the wee hours of Tuesday morning a very cool 11 year old neighbor of mine and his grandmother who was rasing him were brutally stabbed to death by a friend and roomate of the grandmother, then called the police and confessed.I was awake when it happened but I didn't hear a damn thing. I feel just as bad as if it were in my own family.I've been in a fog, a tunnel, total grief for the last 2 days.
People, even seemingly nice ones, can snap in the matter of seconds and do something terrible. Imagine with this evil man could do to you or your mother, siblings, etc. At least save yourself and Michelle. Anything is better than that. You are a good person and it always seems the worst, most unfair things happen to the best people. So take care.

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