Sat Sep 08 2001 - Fed up
Fed up
Dear Diary,

I think I'm fed up with people. More specifically, friends. no, not you online people. *actually, there are a few of you that hang up when I pm ya, which is really rude* I'm tried of the friendship process. To much work nothing to show. Maintaining friendships is a hassle. Tired of it. Too much comprimise, I also can't help but expecting something from someone. I know, don't expect anything in return. Truth is, I do. I think if I put all this work into the friendship, I should get something out of it. *It don't got to be a physical thing, maybe just advice* I'm tired of being the doormat in friendships. I'd rather be the bystander. He never gets hurt.

As for my day, Eliza wasn't even in the student center today. The group didn't care what happened. I just went to class, then there. Was boring. I help Jeffrey in homework. *he's really nice, a missionary I found out* CRAP, GTG,

Comments (4)

Fury22 (Legacy)
Y'know I understand what you're saying... I get so tired of my friends behaving as though our friendship means nothing to them, sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it to try and keep them. I dunno, I don't have any words of wisdom for ya on the subject. I'm just as frustrated about that kind of thing as you are. :( Sorry.
I see you got my address figured out. Yay! Thanks HEAPS for putting my link up there, that was really sweet of you :) I just added your diary to the links page too.
~Fury~
IBite (Legacy)
Hey, Tinoz. I second Fury, 'cuz i'm always feelin like that about those people. I don't even want to call them friends 'cuz that's far from what they are. I call them passers-by. 'Cuz they are merely people whom i meet and hang out with for a while in life. After that i'll just kick em outta here.You know, my online friends are the ones giving me solace, not them. I have fun online with people i barely know. I can't do that with them.
I'm a senior at school and so i'm just anticipating for it all to end so that i can have a better life not angsting about them.
And quoting Sezrah, "Don't upset yourself over people stuff."
Have a good day. Those people aren't worth your angst.

Sha
jayne (Legacy)
don't give up friend... something i am slowly realizing is if you can find one friend you can really trust - the rest are just bonus... :)

just work on being a good friend yourself.

take care hon.
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jenjea (Legacy)
Yeah I know what all of you mean but I was just thinking, if we all feel like we're used in friendships sometimes, doesn't that mean we are all using our friends sometimes? I'm not saying any of you are, I just figure if we think like that then our friends must think like that soemtimes too. If that makes any sense at all! I guess everyone has bad times and good times, where they feel used and unused.
 
 
 
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