From: _ (Unauthenticated)

"why do poor people never know to use contraceptives? You know you can't afford to have another kid - hell, you barely have enough to support yourselves and the one you already have, but you don't think to get on BC. SO typical."

My first reaction was, "OMG, no she didn't say that". Now you might be thinking, it doesn't imply the gender. Well, for one thing, I have only one male nemesis on here (if you could even call him that) and he is way too straightforward and in your face to hide behind unauthenticated. Hell, he'd post it right on his entry with a header. Second, it has to be a notify friend. Why do I say this? Well the only female that I know doesn't like me who isn't on my notify list wouldn't use that distancing language; as though they aren't poor. Plus, she hardly ever uses punctuation marks; especially a properly placed dash. But, there is more. The fact that that person even says I'm poor or can't even afford another cannot be inferred from that entry. (not that that's even true) On there, I note that I'm going on vacation, no reason to even think I'm poor. In way past entries, I note that I am not affluent and having to be careful with my money especially with the birth of lil tinoz. I don't have a load of hits, so they didn't read up on me. So the list narrows.

If they are indeed on my friends list, then there are only a few who could. I notify 10 but I haven't heard from 6 of them in a long time. (in entries or comments) Plus, the tone implies anger and haughtiness. 1 of 4. I can eliminate my latest add as she just sung my praises in her latest entry. (I helped her extensively) Then there were 3.

One person I know for sure I can eliminate from the 3 is Honey. Anyone on here who has read her knows that that isn't her style and her life is too filled to be so petty. She is way too mature for this. So, who has the motivation, time, and writing style? There is only one person who I have recently likely irritated and who would read an older entry and knows me for long enough. You know who you are. I may in fact just ask you outright anyhow. I have at least a preponderance of evidence.

Yeah, I'm sure someone will probably find this a bit humorous. I know I do. Maybe I am crazy...CRAZY LIKE A FOX!!! LOL. Though I could be completely wrong. Only 2 other people can be it though (in all likelihood) I got hits from Singapore and Denmark. I know 2 people there that have followed me for a bit; but frankly, I don't see either saying that. The last possibility of course is that it’s just some random person. I'm sure it’s what a few of you are thinking. It’s not that all unauthenticated comments come from someone who secretly know you. (you’re just being way too paranoid) Hmm..maybe. But why they go essentially straight to that entry? Why the anger? It isn't like I'm asking anyone to finance the venture. Work alone is taking care of us right now; not the state. Did you forget that me and Michelle are both graduating from college? How wouldn't we be able to afford it?

Don't be a coward. Say it signed in. I dare you to. Put it in private and I promise I won’t even reveal it here or on your entry. I like honesty. It’s why I put unauthenticated comments on here in the first place. Usually, I could give a rat’s ass what others got to say; but if I know you, I'd like to know. And I suspect I do. If I'm falsely implying you though, then I've made a big mistake and well, this probably isn't gonna turn out well...

Anyways, this has actually been interesting. For one, I've learned that there are people out there that like to rely on stereotypes. (poor people don't know how to use contraceptives) I can't speak for them but I can speak for myself. It’s not like we absolutely didn't want another, just we were fine either way. In fact, I think it’s a blessing. It’s actually nice to have that sort of energy around. Yeah, we were being a bit irresponsible but don't act like you aren't either. And don't act like you actually care whether we can or can't support ourselves. You paying for us? I didn't think so. Keep it on hush mode. You waking up in the middle of the night to care for the child? What role will you play? Oh wait, that's right, none. You gonna visit the child? Didn't think so. So don't pretend you "care". Mind your own business troll. And you know what's SO typical, is people like you who act like they care but whose actions and way of thinking show otherwise. *if not your actions, than definitely your thinking* It’s MY life and if I have 10 children because I don't get BC, then what? You think you're better than me? I'm not sure exactly who you are but I do know you likely have just as many flaws. Go now; tell the world all their mistakes. Be perfect though; otherwise you just become one big delusional hypocrite.

Ahhh, I feel all better. Heh. That is all for now. I shall wait and see what developments occur.