Just lost my train of thought and my entry. I typed about a couple of paragraphs and I lost it. Anyways, I am getting married to Michelle. Its about time really. We've been together for over 4 years. The catalyst for it has been my health. She has coverage through her job. Though I wouldn't do it just for that. I love her alot. Yeah, she can be annoying and immature at times, but she is more dedicated to me than anyone else by a long shot. Other people I have met in my life have said are dedicated people, but I think they're more in love with the concept of love than anything else. They like the image and appearance of having SO much love, but actions are lacking. You've met these people before, they seem so great, but they dissappear after they got bored with you. Its as though they want to get them to like you and then, on to the next person. Anyways, I'm off topic again.
The whole getting married process has got bigger and bigger. It started out with just me and her going to city hall and getting the forms. Then we decided to get a ring. It took two days and finally we got an absolutely beautiful one. Then we went out to get this great wedding dress. Now, both of our families will be there, minus my big brother, my mom's boyfriend and her big brother. Those three know why they won't be coming. I haven't told any of my friends yet. But I plan on telling Ray and Alex soon. So at this point, it'll be one crowded city hall. Hehehe. Yet, there are more that want to come.

Today at work, I told Francis and she was like, well aren't you gonna invite me; half jokingly. I told her it was going to be small because I just wanted faimily there. *besides, I don't really want HER there* SO from there, I ended up telling Casandra which annonuced it to the class for me. Now I know some would come if I invited them. Just, I dunno about paying for all that and if Michelle would be comfortable with that. A couple of online friends, 2 or 3 to be exact, I'd like to see there but I think that'd be too much to ask them to pay for their airfare and motel/hotel. Besides, I'd have to check with Michelle and stuff. Just because I'm really fond of you guys, doesn't mean she is. I mean, I discuss you guys to her, but she doesn't know you like I do. It'd have to be a case by case basis.

Wow, I've gone this far and haven't typed the day its supposed to happen. It is tentatively scheduled for May 4th. We like that day. It might get switched if we go with a chapel and reception, like Michelle has been talking about.

I am excited and a bit nervous. I don't know why I'm nervous. COLD FEET!! Nah, its just I never got married before and don't know what to expect, you know. And being that it's forever, atleast for me, as I don't believe in divorce and she says she doesn't either. Being that we've lived with each other from the get go, its not a drastic change from before, but as Casandra said, "There are more expectations that come with marriage." And as one student said, "Good luck, it ain't easy after the first 3 months".

I have yet to get my ring, but it will happen soon; when I have the time. That is all for the moment. The only other thing on my mind is how annoying people can be. Whenever I try to study in the "silent study" halls on campus, or anywhere for that matter, people are SO annoying. Why are there people who keep tapping their pencil. Or rocking back and forth. Even coughing is annoying to me. It seems I can't find a quiet place anywhere. Its annoying!!! Anyways, that's all. Take care virtual people.