Sun Jul 29 2001 - Got really scared/modeling
Got really scared/modeling
Dear Diary,

Yesterday I was wrestling with my lil bro. We were having fun when he ran fast at me, then I tried to stop him by grabbing his hips. We'll he came and instead of me stoping him, he fell backwards, right on his head. Then of course he started crying. *I was like crap* So I'm like, "I'm sorry I didn't mean too" so I pick him up. I wait five minutes and he's still crying. I'm like, does it still hurt? He's like yes. *I'm thinking all man, I hope I didn't really hurt him* All in all, took him like 30 minutes before he felt better. Them were some long minutes. I thought I might've had to take him to the er or something. Thank God he's ok now.

On to other things. My little sister *yes I spelled it out, hehehe* didn't go to the modeling thing after all. I think she felt the vibe around the house. I think what clinched it was the fact I wasn't going with her because I was going to church. Well, I personally am glad she didn't go. I wouldn't want her to get her feeling hurt at the modeling agency. Even if she did get picked, I don't want her to be a model. *I don't delite in the fact that she'd wear tiny outfits so men can look at it* Besides, if she was a model, I think that would make her less religous. Oh, to Kaliko, I'll try out the rose thing. And Jayne, you know what scares me, what if I don't end up successful. Everyone always says it'll be better, but what if it isn't. This ain't hollywood ya know. Sad stories don't neccesarily end in happy endings.

Comments (2)

jayne (Legacy)
success comes down to two things friend... passion and never quitting.
I can see you have them both.
and now I really HAVE to go or I won't get any breeee fest before we go.
~jayne~
p.s.
smile, it looks good on ya!
Honey (Legacy)
Tino,
I could be wrong, but lil brother's dad coming by and bringing food and giving the kids money, can be seen as a blessing.

Sometimes we can turn things around into blessings! :)

H
 
 
 
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