So much for uneventful days. Today was chalked full of stuff. First, got up at 6 in the morning *after 4 hours of sleep* to put clothes on and go wait for bus in cold. *30 degress, or -2 C* I was a lil angry that I had to be out there, eventually bus comes, I arrive on campus.

While on campus, see Megan and Candace. I see them after I get some hot chocolate and a doughnut. *what a breakfast* We talk, then I go get spanish books. *IS EXPENSIVE, $133* I still need to get $30 worth of spanish cds. I arrive late for class. *long line at student book store*

I finish class eventually and am glad to have it over. *i'm not liking the class, lots of homework to do* After that, went to Admissions office. Get another reprint of schedule, arrive late to History 18. Class is full, I sit on chair. After that, find my Speech class. *was hard to find* Seems like a cool class. Eventually finish that and go to student center. I see Jeff breifly and he goes to class. I talk to Donald then Eliza. *she has been giving me cold shoulder* Listen to music and eventually Jeff comes. Did some homework, listened to some of his P.O.D. music. Not bad, for rock music.
After listening to the music, he had to go, had me come to bus stop with him. I go. I hop on his bus. Ask what he's doing today. He's going to Youth group. I for some reason invite self. We figure out way to get me back and I go over his place.

He has a nice place. We spend most time in his room. He played lots of guitar. He is GOOD. He can play lots of songs. That is when his mom comes to take us to taco bell. We get there and Jeff starts to argue with her. SHe ends up telling him that he could forget the stuff he needed and that I could walk home. So he's in Taco Bell with his sister when he says he wants to blow his brains out and then hits wall. His sister comes to him and tells him to get over that crap. He is sad. We talk at our own table. I make him feel a bit better. Eventually we walk right over to his church.

The church was packed with young kids. About 40 in all. NOt that young, like teenaged. I meet alot of people there. Apparently, Jeff has prayed for me infront of church since he's known me. *WOW* They all are really stoked that I'm there. Jeff then goes to play guitar on stage with rest of band. Was pretty good. They sing, talk about upcoming activities, preach then pray. The praying was the most interesting part. Jeff prayed for me aloud. He told them that he was happy that God put me in his path and how glad he is to have a best friend like me. *I opened eyes and looked over, he was in tears* As I listened to him thank God and him praying for my family, I started crying. Why? He is the type of friend I had always prayed about but didn't believe could actually exsist. I thought people like that only exsisted in tvs. Anyways, he eventually finds a friend to give me ride home, first we stop by Jeff's again. *i had my bag there*

Jeff called Avina while at his house. She was sad. After he talked to her, I called home for dinner. Found out that Angela *big bro's girlfriend* got into a big argument with Curtis. *crazy gangster type friend of big bro's* She said lots of mean things then came in house and was in tears while talking to my mom. Curtis was in garage with big bro. Eventually Curtis decides to leave and finds that his stereo is stolen. He blames Angela, threatens her. Big bro tells him to never come back or else. Curtis leaves. I got off phone upset. Was obvious. Told JEff what happened. He was concerned that something might happen. I get driven home. While on ride, I started crying. Reason, everything in my life start gettin to me, they *jeff and friend* both were telling me about God and Jesus. Eventually I arrive home.

I ask Jeff if he wants to see what I go through daily. HE kinda doesn't wanna at first, then goes in with friend. I show him house. *he looked at stuff in a strange way, like in some form of shock* After, I took him to big bro's garage and got sodas for him and his friend. *big bro sells sodas* WHile there, they seen big bro gettin drunk among other things. We leave there in a hurry. Jeff has to go. I go back in house.

IN the house, huge argument erupted between my mom and I. She was very mad that I brought them in here. I eventually go in room. I go call Jeff from there. He says he is glad he came over. Says that it made him realize things. He also told me about some vision he had of my big bro coming to God and helping us out. *I guess anything is possible in visions* We talk about that, and about temptations. Also about how it must be hard for me to be optimistic about things when life is so ruff. We talk a lil more then he has to go. *is midnight and he has to do homework* I get off phone. Type entry.

Well that is all. I got to wake at 6 in the morning again for spanish. My body is gonna hate me. Also got weight training tomorrow. Body is really gonna hate me. Anyways, I REALLY got to go. ~END~