Well, me and Michelle are ok again. What resolved it? I dunno really. She has controlled some of her rage. She helps out some more. I guess that's what it is. Plus, I generally can't stay angry that long at someone. Its like I told Michelle, "It'd probaly take something really crazy to end this. If we breakup, we will utterly dispise the person." I just don't think there'd be any other way. Also, it'd probaly be her doing something to me. I don't think anything I'd do would ruin it. I'm just annoying sometimes. *smirk*

So yeah.... I really haven't been online much. I answered a few emails and comments. That's about it really. So I don't know what the good or bad news is like for you guys. Ironic really. I got all these notifies that are suppose to prompt me to visit. Instead, I get lazy. I seen deepbluesea has been writing up a storm. Bouncing too. Other than that, I dunno. I'm really curious right now.

I think for a while there, I forgot my motivation for writing. This is just suppose to be an outlet for my expression. I shouldn't expect more. I can't come here and expect the emotional support I sometimes lack. Anyways...

The teacher I worked with, Casandra, was on vacation for 8 (working) days. They sent some sub. He really sucked. He got easily frustrated with the way students pronouced words, lacked energy and was lazy. He tried to get out of clean up by saying that he was depressed. That I didn't like. I know life doesn't always go the way we like. Sometimes we need a breather. But, I have a philosophy that when you go to work, you check your problems at the door. And even if they do affect you, it is no excuse for not doing the job they're paying you for. I mean, I let him off for a couple days, but after that, I had to talk to him.

So I was happy Casandra was back. She's easy to work with, brings a positive mood and is good at what she does. So besides that, I seen her vacation pics. They seemed nice. She went to Amsterdam for a weeding of a family she lived with. *foreign exchange family* Then she went to France and Germany. The pics looked nice. Just it reminded me of how little traveling I did. I've left my state twice. I lived in San Francisco before. And that's it. I pointed that out to Casandra and she said, "You wanna go somewhere one day?" I said yeah and then it was time to go.

It'd be nice to go somewhere one day. I dunno if I'd go with her as I'm not sure where I really stand with her. I mean, is she just a really friendly colleague? Just an associate? A friend? As far as I know, we're just co-workers until we hang out somewhere outside work. She seems nice and normal; a rare trait that I don't encounter often. By normal, I mean emotionally healthy. Not some disfunctional freak like those at the bus stop. Heh.

I've been getting out the house on the weekends. Something I think Michelle has been wanting. I mean, I think for a while, I got lazy with the relationship. I just wanted to watch tv and go on the computer on the weekends. Now, I try to do something. We went to waterworld, the movies and ate out a few times. So other than that, not too much. That's all for now.