Well, I'll start with Michelle. She tripped out again. She threw a bowl of raviolis I had cooked her because it wasn't warm enough and I didn't want to heat it up. So then I packed up my stuff and headed to my mom's. She calls me. She is literally begging and crying her eyes out. After pitying her, I go back. I make her clean the mess up and we sleep. *that is monday*

We wake up and attend college. We then go buy some groceries and go vote. We both vote for Kerry and decide on a load of propositions. We then go to my mom's to watch the election. *we have no tv* So we're there and its not looking good. The country is all red and Kerry was trying to hang on to Ohio. I was intrigued while Michelle seemed bored. After it seems like its over, we ride the bus home.

I stayed up listening to the radio while Michelle fell asleep. It was interesting hearing the spins of both political parties. It seems that Repulicans think that America wanted someone who could protect them while Democrats believed they were robbed. Though I find it odd that repulicans really think that Kerry would essentially allow terrorist to do as they please. In reality, both had a very similar plans to stop the terrorism.

Fun thing though. Neither one could really stop terrorists. Not unless we get over the fact that they aren't all evil souls controlled by the devil. I mean, do we think we could honestly kill everyone who hates us? Can we kill evil? That isn't even logical. Killing them will only create people who will want to avenge their deaths and create a never ending loop. Not saying that we should go sing kumbaya or anything like that. We do got to defend ourselves. So defense is different. Plus, we really need to get to the root of thier distress. Not that we can solve everything, but we can eliminate certain things that will decrease the odds of terrorist. Its like discipling a rebelious teenager. If you catch them smoking weed, you don't shoot them. You talk with love and try to teach them wisdom. Anyways.........

That's just my opinion ofcourse. I am biased and all that. Though I am open-minded enough to listen to the opposite side. Not like some dems and repulicans who just keep spouting the same thing without listening to the other.

Ok, seriously, back to reality. I'm glad Krissy is doing a lil better. Though I wonder how it'll be if something goes bad in her family. I hope that Lemony creamy finds a way to heal the emotional wounds she has. I always wonder about niels. He kinda reminds me of me. Not that you are like me, just I dunno, we're similar in some ways. I got jen who is trying to live without her love. That is intersting, being that I thought it was a bad idea at first, but seems to be turning out well. Then there's ally. I wish she, rabbitgoddess and kaliko would write more often. I know, they're busy and stuff but I feel like I missing out on a friendship or something. Plus, they're not available to chat either. So BLAH!

Oh yeah, forgot to mention Sam. Talked to him. *he's not an online person* He is always with his bible trying to convince me of stuff. This time was a little better. I think he's got comfortable with me because he bought me a soda and we were actually walking around campus and just hanging out. Though didn't like the fact that he thinks I demand too much out of people. I keep trying to explain that I wish people were more geniune and caring. I'm not happy with the status quo. The way it is sucks. He seems to think I shouldn't question the way it is and that I should leave it all up to God. Though if that was the case, then minoritys and women probaly wouldn't have the civil rights they do today. I remind him of how the puritians were. He doesn't seem to like that. LOL. I get the oddest kick messing with him. Its really wrong but sometimes I'm like that. Anyways, I just think fundamentalists are modern day puritians. Great intentions, bad execution.

Well, I'm going to end this unorganized jumble of thoughts alone. Frankly, I'm surprised anyone gets what I'm trying to say. I put so little effort into editing or formatting. It's kinda fun. Not like when I'm tutoring others for English. LOL. I find that so ironic. I hate English. If they read my diary,there would be so many red marks that I couldn't read what I put. Well, later