Can't wait to move. The neighbor above us is constantly making noise. The cops and the owner don't seem to care. Plus, we still hear EVERYTHING. This results in continued torture. Even at home, there is no rest. At the college, me and Michelle had a hard time finding a place that was truely silent. Though eventually we did. It cheered her up a bit. Though I blew that later when she told me she forgot the drop date. Instead of being supportive, I told her she deserved that. *she always waits till the last second*

We both desire a relationship with God, yet don't do a damn thing about it. Might go to that hungersite kaliko mentioned. Though that doesn't really mean crap spiritually. Speaking of God and all that, I have Sam right across from me who just was asking me how I was. Though its starting to be annoying. He asks if I'm ok finacially and eating. I explained the situation like 10 million times already. It was cool the first few times, but unless he stops trying to insist I get a better paying job *which ofcourse I want and looking for* its annoying. Good intentions, therefore I don't yell at him.

The good news is that I'm doing alright at school. I'm definatly going to pass. Its all a matter of how good I do. Also, got pretty far in Final Fantasy. Though sometimes, doing chores takes alot of time.

I geniunely believe me and Michelle need a vacation. I know we're really burned out. However, can't afford it. Not sure how to make things ok. Maybe moving will relieve some stress. I mean, daily, these people blast music from midnight to 9 AM. And, they have a bunch of kids jumping around. Its crazy. I find myself trying to keep myself sane. I'm a serious tragedy away from leaping off the libary. Not really, I'm probaly to afraid of hell to do so. Still, don't think the thought hasn't crept in. :) Just got to be strong and one day, it'll be worth it. Atleast I hope. People have survived worse. Anyways, that's all for today.