Again, time to fit 2 entries in one. I wouldn't have to if I wasn't so busy. Its a good busy though, I wouldn't change it if I could. ANyways, let me start with Wednesday.

Wednesday had me arguing with Jeff AGAIN. Seems that we've argued alot lately. I can't even remember what peddie thing it was. Was something. I ended up hanging with Eliza. She invited me to lunch. She is stressed. So stressed, she told me she didn't eat in 2 days. *she didn't even eat her lunch* Is kinda peddie stuff. She argued with some guy she liked. Among other trivial matters. I listened though. SO did DOnald, he was with us a good while. We traveled on the bus and ended up at the mall. She bough stuff. She got happy. I was semi-bored, but was over with classes for the day, so I didn't mind.

Later in the day, we went to the plaza. We looked in some stores, passed by my brother and tripped him out. *we were just holding hands and had our heads close to each others, felt kinda nice actuallY* Why do that? Not sure, just to show him he don't know anything about me. *he knows Eliza, says she's wild* Anyways, we leave on local train.

I get off and decide to go to youth group. I call Thomas. He gives me a ride. I go sit next to Jeff, he is happy I'm there. I later tell him not to be too happy cause I'm not there for him, I was there for God. He got a lil disappointed. Maybe I shouldn't have said that. Is too late now. Anyways, I leave with Thomas, call him later. We work out argument we had.

Today, had weight training with him. Was cool. I'm starting to catch up with everyone. Odd thing is that both Jeff and Donald followed my routine. *not a bad thing, just atfirst, they had thier own thing* We leave and Jeff wants me to invite him for lunch. I initally say yeah. He is happy.

I remember that new bible study thing starts. I decide to go there. I am with Jeff and we head there. While nearly there, he backs down. He doesn't want to go. I'm very disappointed and leave.

I get to the bible study and there is like 3 people there. I thought I was in the wrong room. I wasn't. There was the main guy and 2 people that he apparently knew. Later, a fourth showed up. *she was kinda cute actually* The study was very unorgainized and empty. *Reason it was empty: other bible study studies at same time, the one with Rebecca* So we read in Philipians. Man, I could've lead that thing, actually, I kinda was, the other people were very quiet. THe main guy would ask a question and they'd all remain quiet. I jumped in with my thoughts. I for the most part left little room for expansion on a given verse. I explain stuff very well. Anyways, it finishes and I leave.

I go in the cafeteria and there is Jeff. I'm surprised. He has class. A VERY important English class too. He wants lunch. I tell him that I want him to go to class. He doesn't at first. I have to tell him that I won't buy unless he goes. So after 10 minutes, he goes. Class is canceled. He comes back. He tells me that he wants lunch. *I decide to do some friendship testing, say what? well, I wanted to see if he'd do something that I wanted to do and he didn't want to* I ask him if instead he'd like to go to my house. He says no. I ask him if he'd like to go to the park and just talk. NO. I ask other things, he says no. So he gets ticked and walks around, then just sits there with his headphones and looks at me angry. Ayumi feels sorry for him, she gives him $3. First thing out his mouth, "I thought she didn't like me" Followed by, "why you doing this"? *so much for a thank you* he buys soda and a hotdog. I ask him for half. *just to see* He says he'd think about it. He gets halfway done and I ask him for the half. He offers to give half of the half. I ask him for whole thing. He doesn't want to. Alex comes and offers to take me to lunch. I leave. We go and eat. Was good time. We go back on campus.

I talk with Brian and Alex. Later is just me and Brian. We talk alone about stuff infront of the college. *I think he identifies with me or something* He goes to class after. I go home. I decide to talk to Jeff. He doesn't sound too happy. *don't blame him* He has to get off cause his mom came over. He says he got something good and bad to tell me. *NOT GOOD* I'm thinking he's mad cause I didn't treat him. Thing is, I didn't want to treat him. For one, I can't afford it. Secondly, he needs to get me back for all the times I treated him. Grrrr, I dunno. Things just falling apart between me and him. Is sad but its like, he never wants to do what I want to. ANyways, I've had enough typing. I'm off. I'm a lil sad at the turn of events. I probaly should've just treated him. :( Now who knows what will happen. THat is all. ~END~