Well, I'm at college again and I'm tired. I'm also hungry. I would just kill for some M&M's right now. Only the peanut ones though. The all chocolate ones are lame.

Hmm, next class is Social Problems. Wonder what I got on the test? Wonder what we'll cover in class. Maybe a nice discussion about what's wrong with society. Heh, my favorite topic.

In Sexuality class, there was the women who talked about sexuality in front of the class. I felt bad for the really big one sitting there. She's a virgin from what she says. Though you never know with women. Anyways, I feel bad for bigger girls because society makes them feel horrible about being themselves. The girl, she looked sad in the eyes. She was cute in the face though I bet she thinks there is nothing nice about her.

I thought Michelle would be big. I wasn't sure what she looked like before I met her. I would've been ok with that. I do wonder if she was, would I really be ok with it. I like to think I am open minded and accepting. I dunno. I think there is a point where there is just too much. Like 400lbs is just too big. I'm sorry but I couldn't deal with 400lbs. Why? I think you got to be able to look at the person and feel a small bit of attractiveness. I mean, something gots to be cute to you. So yeah, I guess I have some superficialness. If Michelle got that big, I'd still be with her, though I dunno about the sex life. Plus, I'd want her to come down on weight. I mean, she atleast should be in the 200lb range. Also, I think there is this personality sliding scale thingy I have in my head. The worse you look, the better your personality has to be. At the same time, even the most good looking girl has to have atleast some kind of personality that I like. And as Michelle knows, I actually don't like girls TOO attractive. Its like they may turn too cocky or something. Well, I gtg now but that was a nice lil ramble there. That only took a few minutes too.

And remember "All God's children are not beautiful. Most of God's children are, in fact, barely presentable."