I finally got the autopsy report on Miki. She did have cancer, and she also had a major case of pneumonia. So now, I can be --not happy, I guess -- but relieved that I didn't put off the euthansia any longer.
The dear doctor veterinarian said that it was amazing that Miki lived as long as she did. That type of cancer usually takes cats very quickly. So I can say that I did the best I could for her. I did give her quality care, and I did love my pet, but she was getting so sick, and I just couldn't bear, for myself I admit, to watch it go on any longer.
Rest in peace my Pretty Puss. I know now that I did what was best for you.
Love always,
Your Servant