I know I did the right thing, but G-d! it was hard!!! I cried buckets, and I'm still feeling teary. I held her and loved her while the overdose anesthetic went to work. Actually, she was gone before the total dose entered her system.
I'll get another cat. Of course. I can't imagine a home without a cat. It isn't a home. It's just a place where I live. Without a cat. But not until after my vacation in April. I don't want to get a companion then leave it alone while I go trekking off somewhere. No, I'll wait. Clean up all traces of Miki, so the new cat can claim the residence as his very own.
Yes, I've already got a cat waiting for me. He knows he's coming to live with me, but he knows it won't be for awhile yet.
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On a happier note: My new medical regimen seems to be working. I'm feeling much better. Still have to take it easy, still hooked up to the nebulizer every four hours. But it's working.
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For some reason I don't get mail thru MSN any more. Well, the mail comes, but it's also duplicated in Hotmail, and that's where I have to go to get it. But my addy is still MSN. HOWEVER.....I can't make comments to diary entries now. I sent a note to Steve, and am waiting for a response. So, keep those letters coming. I'm reading, even if I can't respond to you. We'll get this sorted out eventually.
Just sign me "Hopeful"