So, I had sent the chest rads and radiology report to my endo since she is the closest thing right now to a PCP and this dept did manage my thyroid cancer. It took about 4 days for a reply (understandable since they are super busy) and she put in for CT Chest with/without contrast. Had that done 5/1. I thought I'd get to be part of the MayDay protests in NYC but alas, my appt was smack dab in the middle of the protest time.
CT done headed home. Receive a message a day later from endo that she's sending me to a lung doctor. Only could make an appt for the end of May. Got a message soon after that they needed to see me sooner rather than later and they scheduled me on the only day I have an interview set up 5/7 (because this is my life). I ended up taking an appt later in the day (after explaining to them about the interview) and so now I have an interview for a job that I may or may not be able to take depending on what I'm told at the lung doc appt scheduled for later in the day.
I have nodules in my right lung lobe and in a lymph node.
It is what it is. I can't tell mom for that will make her ill and or kill her. I have 7 siblings of which only 2 know.
it's wait and see.
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so, today I headed to check the red tail hawk nest. it took a long while but I spied two adults, one flew to the nest and appeared to be feeding the young. I climbed up an embankment to get a better view and I saw a little hawk face. climbed back down (note to self, do not wear sandals ever again) and hung out because I wanted to make sure that I actually saw two adults. finally, one landed on the nest (dark feathered) and the other flew from a tree limb (lighter colored feathers). Made my day. I also spied a bird (not sure what kind will have to look in my bird book) with a red head and dark body and a bluejay (lots of these in this park).
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I have been very tired. I still have a cough. My back is achy. I've gained weight (supporting ben & jerry's will do this), inactivity also will, I'm just so tired most of the time.
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REM's re-released Radio Free Europe to support RFE and journalism in general.
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I woke up early to do laundry and was greeting by police and police tape blocking the road in front of the building. kept walking - don't want to know.
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have to call Mom and act normal. I need an outlet though, arts/crafts aren't doing it anymore.
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onward, forward...