franny
bananafish

and i can only find it in dreams. under the murky lukewarm water.
peace. away from the sounds of the harsh city, brutal metal and concrete that threatens to take it all away.
far from the cool uncaring bodies that never connect words with actions...

i go. far underneath. and remember. soft rabbit fur. silly dog smiles. bright yellow dandelions. all encompassing hugs.

i stay. where the warmth is...in between ripples on a lake, remembering you.
and your goodness. fragility playing like a cello...