is what i do, always makes saying goodbye easier. i've always hated saying goodbye. just is too damn difficult sometimes. somehow it always feels like a sucker punch to my gut, knocks the wind out of me...
i'm infamous for my bad goodbyes, my mom will tell you so. i'll nitpick, i'll bitch and moan, i'll mope 8 hours before...
i get tired of adapting to the revolving door, to people i care about coming and going...
i'll miss him, my apartment will be empty with out him. bits of his spark flashing in and out, some essence he's left behind...
this is the way life is, isn't it? sweetsad songs...