go on. drive into the night. keep going until the sky turns big and takes over the view. make a pit stop. look up. take in the stars. let their light rain on you. it's okay to feel small. it's okay to take that deep breath...
close your eyes. feel the calm. forget about noisy kids and the silly neighbors, forget about the danger of isoflurane and endotracheal tubes. get yourself to the point of enebriation. sit back and dream. remember, you know where you are...
laugh it off. don't buy into the big fraud, of middleclass homeowners with 2 kids, two cars and a wife busy asking what next, what next, when it's really about what's real and who's real...