franny
bananafish

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Fri May 24 2002

mr. cat is roaming around the offices upstairs...he has peed, pooped, and eaten. gorgeous kitty. beautiful grayish velvety coat and the most amazing light green eyes.. very friendly too! i picked him up and scratched behind his ears. the tip of his little pink tongue hangs out of his mouth and he's got long canines.. i love when the canines show :-) too cute.

it's fun having a cat at work. too bad he can't come down here and keep me company.
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get to leave work 2 hours early today. holiday weekend...
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how boring and generic can i get??
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ask me if i care...
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okay, okay.
it's the calm before the storm and i'm relaxing. don't feel much like writing. maybe this last time has really turned me off to writing publicly online...
maybe i've gone past the point of caring what anyone says or thinks...
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how are you when you power down, shut off, and sit still?
i feel more relaxed, unhurried, and 3-D. there's more to life than this...ms. b says. i think she's correct. actually when i think about it, it's kind of sad that being online takes such a hunk of time from me..from other people...time i won't get back.

seems my voice is gone...
or just needs to be inspired...


6 Comments
  • From:
    Salamander (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri May 24 2002
    Your voice isn't gone, it's just quiet. But the voice that has learned to sing such songs as yours will not be content to rest for too long.
  • From:
    Lilith (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri May 24 2002
    Where your mind is....does it involve feathers?

    =)
  • From:
    Moonman (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri May 24 2002
    Inspiration is a tricky game. You sit still, waiting to get side-swiped by a drunken muse in a sweet ride.

    i felt my voice getting raspy, dry, and a little tired. i am unsure if i have improved, or if i even have something relevent to say... but i'm here. YOU are here. That's all that matters. Sometimes the bird sings just because it can.
  • From:
    Franny (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri May 24 2002
    yes, Lilith, most of the time Yes.
    :-)
    i miss him.
  • From:
    Lilith (Legacy)
    On:
    Sat May 25 2002
    You could be swing'n on a star =)
  • From:
    Duellum (Legacy)
    On:
    Sun May 26 2002
    i hope herr cat is doing fine today.