my job situation really stinks.
in fact, it's getting worse by the day. my boss, who i had respect for,(had being the operable word here) has basically called for reinforcements (the big cheese) because i won't share any personal information with her or chitchat anymore with her. of course, they cloaked this plain fact by saying that i was not communicating with her with regards to the work...the biggest load of crap if i've ever heard one.
i may not be chummy with her, but i do my job. if i need her guidance, i ask for it. if she asks me to do a task, i do it. end of story. what a slap in the face to tell me i'm not doing my job or communicating with her regarding my job when it's really sore feelings over my not discussing my personal life or chitchatting with her.
i came to her with a problem. i said what i had to say and she basically told me that there was nothing she could do and that We all have to do things we don't want to. the plain facts of tampering with my job description, lying to my face about someone else's hardship and basically making it understood that my health was not as important as this person's non-problems...this and stating that i would go over her head...this is what brought about this bogus complaint of hers.
because of this crap that has been heaped on me...
-i've put off moving because if transportation becomes a problem, unlike the idiot who has somehow gotten away with murder, i would probably lose my job.
-i have to deal with any/all problems that existed the previous night (for which staff didn't feel like taking care of), and whatever turns up in the morning...(which is usually hectic) by myself. i am the only person without backup (even though mr. getaway with murder is sitting upstairs he doesn't answer his phone).
-i don't have over 250 sick hours because i'm 100% perfecto either. unlike anyone else on staff, i'm required to call a staff member at her home at around 6am. because they know i'm a pushover and will come in sick and leave midday to make it more convenient for them, they don't expect me to make too many sick calls...hence the 250 hours of sicktime in the bank.
-don't tell me i represent our workplace and to put a smile on my face because it sure is hard to smile when you're being stepped on and used. i never asked for this task, it was never mine to begin with, and i've been telling you people for a while now that it's stressing me out. being lied to doesn't help. knowing that this guy not only is capable of doing this task, but often arrives to work before i do, despite your saying he can't get here before i do (lunacy, i know) is the ultimate slap in the face...the ultimate lack of respect for me as a thinking human being. i have senoritiy over this person. but i just feel like i'll always remain the low person on the totem pole.
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