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i watch the news and feel guilty for having complained about having a bad day. how can you measure A/V equipment malfunctions to child abuse? or war? poverty?
i'm ashamed of myself. the news always knocks me down a few levels. points my eyes to what really matters. sometimes i think i just numb myself. easier that way. sometimes i'm wide open and i feel the punches coming...

every now and then i see this little ghost of a person busy with cement and bricks. stacking and building, muttering "noone is ever gonna get close". it wasn't him or her, wasn't them. just me. nothing as solid as a brick wall. keeps me in tight, keeps you out too. and i'm wondering how many more ghosts there are out there, stacking and building, never looking up or out. never thinking about windows and views...

it's only 7:04 pm and i feel i've been here too long.

7 Comments

From:
Sezrah (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 16 2004
and its only monday too
awww sorry to hear
From:
Sezrah (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 16 2004
i really hope it gets better for you fran. all is not lost, the week has 4 more days to make it up to you!
From:
Franny (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 16 2004
wouldn't the week be a doll if he brought a snowday for me?!
;-)
(btw, another fun movie...Snow Day)
From:
Lilith (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 16 2004
Watch that cough and fever that's how mine started out.

*crawls back to bed*

Tuesday HAS to be better!
From:
Sezrah (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 16 2004
just think, soon you'll be out of there and recuperating at home. you always make me feel very guilty when you go on about the rowing machine as my exercising as of late has been terribly sporadic :-/

bad bad sez
From:
AnneOakley (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 23 2004
You calling my name?

:o)

AO
From:
Franny (Legacy)
On:
Mon Feb 23 2004
Hi Annie! how are you doing? nice to see you.
:-)

franny
bananafish

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Mon Feb 16 2004

franny bananafish

.Mon Feb 16 2004

franny
bananafish

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Mon Feb 16 2004